^^ Picture of Crystal ^^
Hi, my name is Crystal. I grew up in an orphanage since I was five and I just got out this year because I turned eighteen. I don't want anything to do with my parents. I remember the day I was put in the orphanage like it was yesterday. >>> My parents decided they didn't want a kid, so they put me in an orphanage. They had tricked me into going by telling me we were getting icecream. They had gotten me icecream but after I finished it they dumped me off at the orphanage. The whole way there I heard them nag eachother about why they even had a child. I hate them for it and never want to meet them. You would probably understand if you were me.
I am currently a senior at the NYC high school.
I have no friends and am bullied.
I don't think I'll ever have a friend.
I'm suicidal and please don't hate me because I am.
I don't have a dreams for the future.
I want to finish high school, so I can say I succeeded in something.
I also don't believe in love. If I ever have a friend I don't ever want to lose them.
I've heard some people loose their best friends in relationship
I want that best friend to stay. I also have learned not to get attached to something because at one time I had loved my parents. Before, they shipped me off to Camp Orphan. I had loved them. Well too sum things up, my life sucks.