I woke up and I didn't see Valerie? Where is she? I say to myself as I sit up on the couch. " she should of at least kissed me goodbye" I whisper throwing my hands in the air as I got up and headed towards the kitchen. I went to grab a glass of water and that's when I spot a note placed on the counter, why did she write me a note? This is like a fucking movie and I'm not prepared for what the note might contain. I open up the note and my whole world collapses. " it's over you fucking cheater" I whispered, that just kept replaying in my head over and over again, I didn't cheat on her? How would she find this out? I think about it for a second and my eyes widen " HARRY!!" I yell into my house as I knock over a glass of water and it shatters. " that fucking prick" I growl as I grab my phone and call Valerie.
Valerie hasn't answered any of my calls or texts, "fuck you harry!" I shout into my house as I grab my coat and get into my car, I have to talk to Valerie.
I finally get home after walking for so long since Zayn drove me to his house. I wasn't as sad as I thought I would be, I'm just disappointed. I'm used to Zayn doing this to me, but that's the sad part. I take out my keys and open my front door and slam it shut. " Valerie?" " shit" I whisper as I head into the kitchen, trying to control my emotions " hi Chris" I say as I walk up to my fridge to get a bottle of water. " what's wrong?" He asks " nothing" I say, I really didn't want my brother to know that I had a boyfriend and that he cheated on me, wow my life is a mess. " come on, I know that something's wrong tell me?" He says standing his ground, " I just had a hard day at school" I say walking past him and into my bedroom, closing the door in the process. I didn't like it when Chris was in my business, he is so noisy. I know what you're going to say ' he's just loves you' well this is actually the only time that he has been caring towards me, the rest of the time we basically have knives at each others throats. I sigh and lean back on my bed and put a pillow over my face, Zayn is an asshole. My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my door. " what?" I say not bothering to look at the door " some guy's here to see you" Chris says before leaving and my head shoots up, please tell me it's not Zayn. First off I didn't want to see him and second off my brother doesn't know that we are dating or well used to date. I get up and head over to the front door and see Zayn standing there with his hands in his pockets and my brother standing next to him, oh god. " well I'm going to my friends house so I'll see you later" Chris says and takes one more look at Zayn before leaving. " Is that your brother?" Zayn says quietly " no, that's my dog Zayn" I say sarcastically " sorry" he says rubbing his neck, I guess he's nervous. " why are you here?" I say folding my arms " i'm here to see why you left?" He says looking up at me, " well it might be because you're a cheater" I say fake smiling and he sighs " let me guess harry told you?" My eyes widen, " what!?" I say shocked, harry knew? " HARRY FUCKING KNEW!?" I shout at Zayn and he stands back shocked. " wait harry didn't tell you?" Zayn says paling and I shake my head. I hate harry, why wouldn't he tell me?! " why did you think I cheated on you then?" Zayn says.. Sadly? Why is he sad? I'm the one that he cheated on! " OH I DONT KNOW ZAYN!? MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I FOUND A GIRLS NUMBER IN YOUR PANTS!!" I yell at the top of my lungs, honestly I was done with his bull shit. Zayn's expression wasn't sadness anymore, It was full on rage and it was my fault. " WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!? WHY ARE YOU FUCKING LOOKING IN MY PANTS!! YOU NOISY BITCH!! WHY WONT YOU FUCKING TRUST ME!!" He yells getting closer to my face, I was so scared that my feets were glued to the floor. But I was also full of rage, who does he fucking think he is?! " WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO SAY THAT I DONT TRUST YOU! WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ALWAYS SAYS ' I DONT TRUST YOU!'AT LEAST I DIDNT GO OFF AND CHEAT WITH ANOTHER GUY! WHILE YOU WERE OFF WITH THIS WHORE, I WAS ACTUALLY FAITHFUL!" I scream, he's an asshole. Trust? What does he know about trust?! " AT LEAST I DONT GO BEHIND YOUR BACK AND SEARCH THROUGH YOUR THINGS WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION AND TAKE THINGS THAT DONT FUCKING BELONG TO YOU!!" " I WAS FUCKING GETTING MY PHONE ZAYN! THAT YOU STUFFED IN YOUR POCKET! THE NOTE FELL OUT AND I SAW THE GIRLS NUMBER!" I say, hot tears coming out of my eyes. " I DONT GIVE A SHIT ON WHAT HAPPENED! YOU STILL OPENED THE FUCKING NOTE!" He says pacing. " IF A NOTE FELL OUT OF MY FUCKING POCKET WOULD YOU READ IT!?" " NO!" He says but I knew he was lying. " DON'T FUCKING LIE TO ME! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR LIES!" I say almost at my breaking point. " WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'VE HAD ENOUGH OF MY LIES!?" Zayn yells shocked. " I can't do this" I say sitting down on my couch. " just listen to me" Zayn whispers " I can't" " why!?" He says and I sigh " 5 minutes" " ok.." He says sitting down and I scoot over, I want to stay my distance. " after our fight, I went to the mall because I was mad at you and I didn't know how to deal with it" he says looking up at me and I give him no emotion. " I saw this.. Attractive girl and I started to talk to her and we got to know each other" he says taking a deep breath, well now I know that he still stares at other girls, that's just another problem added on to our relationship. " we went to Starbucks and got some coffee and that's where she gave me her number, we talked some more and that's when Harry came in and yelled at me telling me that he was going to tell you about this and I couldn't let that happen, I couldn't lose you" he says sighing. " you could have told me the truth, you shouldn't have lied to me" I say tearing up again. " I know and I'm sorry" " why shouldn't I just go out right now and cheat on you?!" I say, I know it's harsh but he had to hear it and I saw fury in his yes. " you wouldn't dare!" He growls, " watch me!" I say heading towards the door before being pulled back. " you're not going anywhere!" Zayn says pulling me to his chest. " LET GO ZAYN!" I yell and he immediately let's go. " YOU KNOW WHAT IM DONE!" I say backing away from him, " you don't mean that" he says shaking his head. " YES I DO ZAYN!" I say breathing heavily, what's wrong with me? " I'm not doing this with you" " Valerie.." He says reaching out to grab me " DONT TOUCH ME!" The expression on his face was pure regret. " get out" I whisper " what?" Zayn says shocked " GET OUT ZAYN!" I yell " fine" he says as he grabs his coat and heads towards the door. " Valerie?" He says before heading out the door. " what!?" I say harshly " Don't give up on us" and he heads out the door, that phrase has ruined my life. ' Don't give up on us' maybe I already have.
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