I decide to get up and go over to Liam's house since I'm pretty sure that's where Zayn will be. I quickly grab my keys and run out the door, hopefully I'll be able to stop Zayn before he does to much damage on Liam.
I finally get to Liam's house and see Zayn running out of Liam's house with a bloody fist. " ZAYN WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!" I said furiously. He promised he wouldn't lay a hand on Liam and what does he go and do, he goes and beats the shit out of Liam. " WELL HE FUCKING DESERVED IT!" Zayn says not believing that I'm defending Liam. " no one deserves to be beaten up" I say softly as I walk into Liam's house.
I can't believe she fucking left me to help that asshole! Like is she fucking serious right now!? I'm her boyfriend not Liam, me! And I don't want Liam anywhere near Valerie. I head back to Liam's house to keep an eye on them, I don't want Liam making a move on her. When I enter the house I see Valerie helping Liam up.
I enter Liam's house and I find him struggling to sit up, part of me felt bad for him but another part of me felt like he deserved this. " Liam what did he do to you?" I ask kneeling down next to him. " he just punched me and kicked me but it's ok, I deserve it" he says weakly smiling up at me and my heart swells, aww he cares but a part of me doesn't know if he is really genuine or not, so I give him a slight smile. " let me help you up" I reach out my hand and he grabs it as Zayn walks in and Liam backs up. " relax man, I'm not back to beat you up!" Zayn says glaring at him. " I don't want you in my house man" Liam whispers " well I'm not going anywhere until Valerie leaves" Zayn says protectively grabbing my waist but I wiggle out of his grip. " Zayn I need to talk to Liam alone" I say sternly. " Valerie.." Zayn starts " no Zayn! Go!" And with that he's out the door not looking very happy. " thanks" Liam says " no problem" it was awkward for a few minutes I didn't know if I should forgive Liam for his actions, I was thinking to hard into this. " Valerie I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry about the way I treated you as a friend, I should have been loyal, but I wasn't and I'm truly sorry." I thought about it for a minute, Liam is a really genuine person but I don't know if that means he deserves my forgiveness. " Liam I forgive you.. I guess but I think we should just not talk for a while" I say looking down and he frowns. " but when Zayn betrayed you and let me add he did this multiple times, you forgave him right away" he says trying not to be mad. He was right, why did I forgive Zayn? Umm maybe it's because you're in love with him!! My subconscious mocks and I scold myself. I should just forgive Liam! I mean I forgave Zayn so why can't I forgive Liam? " Liam.." I start but Liam cuts me off. " please Valerie?" He whispers and I sigh. " I gotta go, bye" and with that I walk out of the house not wanting to turn around and see the pain on his face.
I walk outside and see Zayn waiting for me, oh no I say to myself mentally preparing for the fight. " Zayn.." " shut up Valerie!" Zayn hisses, I was shocked. " YOU DONT TELL ME TO SHUT UP ZAYN! I AM YOUR GIRLFRIEND NOT YOUR SLAVE!" I say walking away and opening my car door. How dare he disrespect me like that, he can't just tell me to shut up and expect me to listen to him, I am my own person not his slave! I get in my car and turn on the engine as I start the engine I see Zayn not even trying to stop me, that's what hurt the most.
" shut up Valerie!" I hiss, I hated her for making me leave her with Liam. For all I know they could have kissed! " YOU DONT TELL ME TO SHUT UP ZAYN! I AM YOUR GIRLFRIEND NOT YOUR SLAVE!" She says stomping away to her car. Sometimes I wish she was my slave and then maybe she would fucking listen to me, all I ever tried to do is fucking protect her and here she is running to Liam. I don't even try to stop her, there is no point. I run my fingers through my hair frustrated, it's always like this. We get into an argument and then I end up begging for forgiveness and honestly it's getting fucking tiring. It's her turn to beg, I'm tired of being the weak one, and yes I admit it, I am the weak one in this relationship. But that's only because I love her and I always want her with me, is that so wrong? I sigh, I can't let her win. I decide to get back into my car and go back home, I'm not saying sorry this time, now it's her turn.
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