I stood there not knowing what to do, can I even trust him? So many thoughts were going through my head right now and honestly, I was confused as fuck. "Zayn.." He looked up at me with hope, i just stood there, I have nothing to say. I walked away and I saw the expression on his face turn into pain. I couldn't deal with this right now, the bell rang and I headed into my next period class, social studies. I walk in and sit in the back, not wanting to interact today. Liam walks in and takes a seat next to me, " hey Val" he says smiling. I give him a fake smile " hi" he frowns " what's wrong?" He says putting his hand on my shoulder. " I don't want to talk about" I mumble and he nods understandingly. I see Zayn walk in and there is a sharp pain in my chest, why did we have to be in the same class? He takes a seat near Madison and my heart shatters. I see her go and sit on his lap. He doesn't even try to move her, that's what hurt me the most.
Valerie walked away and I just stood there broken, if you haven't noticed I love Valerie, i know it's hard to believe right? I don't know what it's about Valerie but I've never felt this way about a girl, never. The bell rang taking me away from my thoughts, I just walk to social studies pissed off. I walk into class and see Liam and Valerie talking, typical. I decide to just ignore them, she's not worth it! I say trying to convince myself. I take a seat next to Madison and she gets up and sits on my lap. " get the fuck off of me" I grumble looking up at Madison but she doesn't move, she just smirks and whispers in my ear " don't you want to make Valerie jealous?" I thought about it for a second, do I really want to hurt her? But then I remember her leaving me in the hallway heartbroken, I want to make her feel the way I felt. I nodded and leave her there, we start talking about how she got a new car and I look over at Valerie And she looks over at me, we keep eye contact until the teacher comes and Madison gets off my lap, this was going to be a long class period.
I sit there in class and tap away at my desk, I was filled with so much jealousy, why should I be jealous? You didn't give him a chance! My subconscious states and I mentally scold myself. Why couldn't I have given him a chance? A part of me wants him to run up to me and tell me he wants to be with me, but another part is telling me to stop wasting my time with him, there are plenty if other boys. When I hear that I think of Liam, but Liam isn't Zayn. I frown at myself, why couldn't I be in love with Liam! That's not your choice, my subconscious says it's your heart. I roll my eyes at that cheesy comment and try to get my attention back on my teacher.
** end of school day**
The final bell rings for the day and I let out a sigh of relief. I pack up all of my belongings and head to my locker to get my jacket. " hey Val" I turn around and see Naomi, "hey Naomi, let's go!" Once we walk out of the school and into the parking lot we spot Harry, Niall, Louis, Liam, and Zayn. " let's go" I whisper yell " why?" Naomi says getting out of my grip. " I want to say bye to harry" I roll my eyes, "fine" we walk over to Harry and the boys and trust me when I say, it was the most awkward moment of my life. " hey guys!" Naomi says as she walks up to harry and kisses him. " hey!" They say and I can see out of the corner of my eye Zayn staring at me. I look over at him and he turns away. Everyone was in there own conversation and me and Zayn just stood there awkwardly. "Umm.. Guys I'm just gonna go talk to Zayn" I say out of nowhere, everyone looked at me shocked even Zayn. " let's go talk" he nods and follows me to the otherside of the parking lot. " what did you want to talk about?" Zayn asks as he scratches his neck, he always looked cute when he scratched his neck. " Zayn, I can't deal with this, we have classes together and it's just awkward, you're always staring at me and I'm staring at you.." I was about to continue but he cut me off. " you stare at me?" He says smirking, I widen my eyes and start to stutter. " well... Uu-mm yeah" I say and he takes a step towards me, "you're cute when you stutter" I didn't say anything because I honestly didn't know what to say. We gazed into eachother a eyes for what seemed like eternity until finally Zayn leaned in and I leaned in, our lips moved in sync, it was honestly the best kiss I've ever had. We pull apart and just stare at eachother. " so um does this mean we're back together?" Zayn asks nervously and I giggle "yeah, I guess" we smile and lean in again, "ahem" I hear someone say behind us. I turn around and find Naomi smirk at us, " um sorry to interrupt your little make out session, but Val we need to go" Naomi says, I nod and turn to Zayn " I'll text you later" "ok" he says and we hug. Naomi and I leave but I start to wonder if I made the right decision.
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