" what are you doing with my journal!?" Naomi shouts setting the drinks on the desk. " umm I was.." I tried to explain but I was cut off " Valerie why would you look through my personal stuff I thought you were my friend?!" She shouts " I didn't mean to, I dropped my phone under your bed and tried to grab it but accidentally grabbed your book" I say sadly, not because Naomi was mad at me, but because of what I just read. How could he? Is all I thought. She just sighed " what did you read?" She says worried " that Zayn was using me" I say as a single tear escapes my eyes. Then my sadness turned into anger realizing Naomi never told me " AND YOU NEVER TOLD ME!!" I shout getting up. " Val, I can explain.." She says trying to calm me down, but I don't listen I just wipe the hot tears pouring down my face. " save it" I say and run out of her room, running out of her house as fast as I could not looking back.
I drive over to Zayn's house and knock on the door, I really needed to talk to him. A few seconds later I see a hungover Zayn walking to the door holding his head in pain. " oh hey dude, what's up?" He asks squinting. " I need to talk to you, let's go inside" I suggest, we go inside and he sits down on his couch " first off do you remember anything from last night?" I ask. He looks at me puzzled " no.. Should I?" I sit down looking at my knees for a moment. " well.. Um first off you drunk called my girlfriend and told her you were using Valerie" I say looking at his face waiting for a change in facial expressions. He just rubs his face with his hands " does Valerie know?" He asks looking at me, " no, but you're lucky because Naomi was about to tell her" " well, I'm glad she didn't because I'm not using her anymore, I think it's better if I just stop talking to her" I look at him shocked " is that really something you're gonna do, I thought you liked her?" He looked up at me with wide eyes full of rage " HOW THE FUCK DID YOU KNOW THAT!?" He shouts getting up from his spot on the couch. " woah dude, calm down you told Naomi you did last night when you called her" he sat back down thinking " shit dude,I don't know what to do" he says looking down. " why don't you just ask her out?" I say a matter of factly. " you don't get it.." I cut him off " WHAT IS THERE TO GET, YOU FUCKING LIKE HER THEN ASK HER THE FUCK OUT!" I say getting frustrated " I CAN'T!!" He yells getting up once again. " WHY THE FUCK NOT?" I say throwing my hands in the air "BECAUSE IM GONNA RUIN HER OK!?" He shouts rubbing his face, he knocks over his glass on the coffee table and it shatters. " I'm afraid I won't be a good boyfriend, I don't know anything about relationships" he sighs " all I know is messing around and she's not like that" I look at him "you're right, she's not but that's what makes her better than all those whores you sleep with" I say grabbing his shoulder. " and if you try with her, I bet she'll help you out and teach you what it means to be in a relationship." He doesn't answer for a minute. "alright, I'll try.. I guess" I smile " good, now I'm gonna leave so you better ask her out tomorrow at school" he rolls his eyes "alright I will" I smile and leave,that's when I get a text from Naomi.
N- she knows!
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