I answer the door, and see Zayn. " what are you doing here?" I ask crossing my arms waiting for him to answer. He stepped inside my house and I stepped back, if I'm close to Zayn I know I'm gonna end up forgetting why I'm mad at him, like the last time we hung-out. " damn are you in your period or something, I just wanted to hang" he says cocking an eyebrow. " just because a girls mad doesn't mean she's on her period, so shut up and get out of my house!" I say pushing him with all my might but it's no use he's not budging. " what did I do?" Zayn asks " you know what you did with Madison!!" I say furiously. He just stares at me blankly, but then his expression turns into anger and I back away. " WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? YOU'RE SUCH A NOSY BITCH, AND YEAH I HAD SEX WITH MADISON AND GUESS WHAT I LOVED IT!! SO FUCK OFF!" He yelled into my face getting closer. " DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME A NOSY BITCH, SHE CAME UP TO ME AT THE MALL TODAY AND TOLD ME SHE HAD SEX WITH YOU!! SO DONT FUCKING ACT INNOCENT AND SAY IM BEING NOSY, THE ONLY REASON IM MAD IS BECAUSE WE FUCKING KISSED!! DID THAT KISS MEAN NOTHING TO YOU!?? I WISH I NEVER KISSED YOU!!" Without saying anything Zayn pinned me up against the wall our faces inches apart " DON'T EVER SAY YOU REGRET KISSING ME, GOT IT!" He yelled, I was about to scream in his face when he crashed his lips into mine. I didn't kiss back, I had to stay strong even if I really did want to kiss him. After a minute I finally gave in, we started roughly kissing and that's when the doorbell ringed. Zayn released me and I went to answer the door, it was the pizza guy. I gave him the money and took the pizza into the kitchen. " want some pizza?" I ask Zayn as he enters the kitchen, forgetting why I'm mad... Again, every time I'm with him I always forget why I'm mad, it's weird. " sure" he says. I grab two plates and we go into the living room and watch tv. We are watching tv and I look over at him " why did you have sex with Madison?"
" why did you have sex with Madison?" Valerie asked wanting an answer. I tensed up, fuck, I didn't want to tell her I was jealous of her and Liam. " because" I say hoping she'll leave me alone. She just nods disappointed and looks back at the tv. I look over at her, she's trying not to cry I can tell. This is so fucked up, if I never got involved with Valerie none of this would be happening. But I'm in to deep now to leave, I wanted to use her for sex and now I know I can't, she would fucking kill me if she knew that was the only reason. I decide to leave, this was to much shit for one day. I walk home and go to the cellar. I open up my dad's liquor cabinet and take out a Bottle of whiskey. I take about 10 shots to get my mind off of Valerie. Within thirty minutes, I was wasted as fuck I didn't know what I was doing so I grabbed my phone and called someone. " hello?" A girly voice said " hey!! I'm here.. In my house and I wanted to say something!" I slur " I think I like Valerie, but before I only wanted her for sex!" I laugh " sshh don't tell Valerie, she'll only hate me for that" I slur, my sight getting dizzy. The girl said something, but I didn't listen. " bye!" I say and Hung up, I lay on the couch passing out forgetting about the phone call.
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