I walk up to my room just thinking, I feel guilty, I feel like Liam still likes me and all I did was break his heart, but it's not right for me to date him if I don't feel the same. I just shrug it off and I look at the time it's 6:00, what should I do? I decide to head to the mall since there was nothing else to do. I walk to the mall and find there are barely any people, well most of them are probably enjoying the hot weather while we still have it. I decide to enter forever 21, I have a look around at all the clothes. I wish I had them all, but no.. I have no money, so that sucks. I browse through the store until I spot the devil herself, Madison and her minions. I went to a different section of the store hopping she wouldn't notice me but of course she did and was coming over to me, oh great now here comes her bitchy attitude. " hey Valerie, how are you?" She says pretending to care. " I'm fine, how are you?" I say sarcastically " I'm fine, I just had some fun earlier with Zayn if you know what I mean" she winked and walked away. My heart dropped, did they have sex, after he made me kiss him!! My breathing was increasing and I was sweating, I ran out of the store and back home. I throw my bag on the floor, "HE'S SUCH A FUCKING PLAYER!!" I scream into the empty household. I go to my room and slide down the door, crying into my knees.
I woke up the next morning, tired as fuck not ready to get up, until the doorbell rings. My parents aren't here so I have to answer the fucking door. I grab a shirt and jeans and put them on and go to answer the door. " hello.." My eyes widen. " Madison?" " hi, Zaynie can I come in?" She asks sweetly " umm sure" I mumble scratching my head. She smirks and walks into the living room, I can't help but look at her ass. I look back at her as she was about to say something. " so.. Zaynie we haven't you know, in a while" she says crossing her legs leaning towards me. I knew exactly what she meant, sex, I mean I would but.. Valerie, what would she say? We aren't dating? So I guess she'll be fine and she's probably with Liam. Liam just thinking about them together makes me wanna punch his fucking face out. She was with him, they were probably making out right now. My face reddened as I clenched my fists, why should I fucking care what she thinks if she goes around hanging out with Liam? Maybe I will have sex with Madison? " yeah we haven't" I say slowly " so.. Do you wanna?" She asks flipping her hair. " umm.." I was gonna say yes when I was cut off by Madison crashing her lips against mine, putting her tongue in my mouth. The kiss was getting heated and our clothes were scattered across the room, I carry her into my bed room and shut the door.
*** 1 HOUR LATER***
I just finished having sex with Madison, I have to be honest it was.. Really good, but I couldn't help but feel guilty. Madison puts her clothes back on and leaves like she always does, she gives me one more kiss and leaves. I decide to take a shower and go back to sleep, I was exhausted.
I decide to watch pitch perfect and eat vanilla ice cream, boys suck I though to myself. I never want to see Zayn again, he's such an asshole. Did that kiss mean nothing to him? I decide to order pizza and eat my feelings away. I hate that I'm still falling for him. Am I an idiot? Just then the doorbell rings, I grab the money and head to the door expecting the pizza man. I open the door and my heart shatters " what are you doing here?"
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