Darkness (16+)

I can't handle the pain he puts me through, the weight of pain he forces on my heart.
But every time I take a step into his Darkness, I feel myself fall under.
I know he's bad for me, but I need him.
No matter how many times we tell each other to stay away, we both come crawling back.
I love Him.
I love the guy I hate.


8. Chapter 8-

*Victoria's P.O.V*

"Thanks for doing that back there" I mumbled to Harry, as we walked out into the car park, once we finally escaped the club. 

"Nah, don't mention it" He slurred, his fingers still wrapped around my wrist.

"No, thank you Harry" I wanted him to take the kindness...and leave it.

"Jesus, Tori, just leave it" He groaned, tilting his head back. I dropped his grasp instantly.

Stopping on the spot, I looked at the pavement beneath me and shook my head. "You just can't  do it can you..." I sighed loudly, enough for him to hear.Harry groaned , stopping and looking at me with wide eyes. "What can I...NOT do?" He said in a tone showing that he really doesn't care on what I have to say. "You can't take a compliment...you cant take a momentum of kindness...what the fuck is wrong with you?" My tone getting louder and louder. Harry looked around the car park.
"Don't shout Victoria" He clenched his fists at his sides, his pupils dilated black. 
"Why? What are you going to do,hit me?" I almost screamed, my hands dancing in front of me...I dont even care, this has been a long shit day. "Victoria" He hissed.
"Don't fucking Victoria me Harry. I have had enough of your shit, I agreed to come to the beach with you all today, you get all jealous when I talk to Niall, or go to do anything with the boys, you can't stand me saying thank you to you, I cleaned your messed face up...you don't thank me, you fucking kiss me then freak out, I real--" I was so close to crying, fed up of having Harry back in my life and its only been a day. "Im sorry" He mumbled, interrupting my well thought out rant. I must be hearing things?
"What?" I said, squinting my watery eyes at him. 
He sighed, "I said I'm sorry, Im sorry for the shit I caused you, I won't be a problem any more" The words escaped so simply. I was a little shocked, but I had nothing else to say. "Okay?" I said in a questionable tone. I kicked the gravel beneath me with the toes of my foot. "We should...err...get going, I mean, it's late" Harry looked up from the ground to me.
"Yeah, leave your car here, I'll text one of the boys to get it in the morning, I'll drop you off" I offered him, I wasn't accepting a no either.

"No..don't w--"
"Just get in the car Styles" I interrupted him, my tone was slow and tired, mainly because I was tired, tired of fighting.

"Just take a left here" Harry directing me. I hummed in agreement, my eyes taking a small look over to Harry, his head rested on the window, his eyes lids cranked open the slightest. "You must got to bed when you get in Harry, your'e shattered" I told him, his tired face managed a smirk. 
"Sorry Mum" He said, his voice crispy and slow.
"Real funny" I rolled my eyes.
"This one here" Harry lifted a droopy arm to point to a large house at the side of an estate. 
"Nice place" I looked at the newly bricked place, with a stone drive.
"Yeah, It's nice, the boys all live in one two, coincidence really" He smirked. I nodded, humming along. I watched him unbelt himself, lean over towards me and place a soft kiss on the side of my face, I instantly felt my self heat up. "Goodnight Love" He said soulfully.
"Night Harry"I gave him a small wave, I pursued my lips together in a smile.

*Harry's P.O.V*

"Goodnight Love" I whispered into her ear after placing a soft kiss on her cheek, I wanted to feel her against me, this wasn't my ideal way, as I can think of many others, but its one way to feel her closer to me. "Night Harry" She gave me a gentle wave, I watched her cheeks calm down after my gesture and I left the car, walking up the drive.

I threw my keys on the side as I entered the house. I kicked my shoes off and stumbled up the stairs.My phone vibrated in my back pocket for the100th time tonight, this time I decided to answer. 

"What?" I pressed the device tightly to my ear as I slumped into my bedroom.

"Don't what me Styles, where the fuck have you been and why havent you been answering calls?"Zayn's voice was rushed and angry.

"Nice to know you worried mate, nah, don't worry, Victoria found me and took me house" I let my body fall back on the large bed, that would be so much better If it was shared.

"Maybe next time, let us know yeah?"

"Yessss" I elongated.

"So, Victoria then" I couldn't see him,but I knew he had that mysterious smirk planted across his tanned face.

"Yeah, what about her?" I sighed, my lips curved into a smile.

"You like her ey?" His voice was hoarse.

"Fuck off, the opposite of like Zayn" I chuckled, my chest rising and falling, I rested my hand on my stomach.

"Don't lie Harry, you like her, your too scared to admit it" He back chatted me.

"Im ending this conversation right now" 

"Whatever Harry, you can't hide your feelings"

"Eurg..you sloppy shit, bye" I hung up on a gag.

I chucked my phone on my pillow, pulling my shirt off by the hem, then pulling my skinnies off my legs, I clambered into bed with just my boxers on.

What if Zayns right, what If I can't hide my feelings?


*Victoria's P.O.V*

My phone run repeatedly as I entered my apartment, kicking my shoes off by the door.

"Hello" I smiled as I received the call.

"Tors, Tori? You are okay right?" Eleanor's voice was rushed and high pitched.

"Yes yes, im fine" I sighed deeply, walking slowly down the hall towards the bedroom.

"Is Harry okay, did he hurt you, what happened?" She still panicked.

"Calm down El, I dropped him off at his house after I found him at a club"

"A club?" She squeaked.

I chuckled as I pulled off my clothing using the one spare hand I had.

"Yes, but all is good" I reassured her.

"Good,good, So, Harry then" I could picture her smirk that I know 100% is on her face right now.

"Yes, what about the guy?" I raised my eyebrows as if she could see me. I squished the phone between my shoulder and ear as I pulled on my PJ shorts on.

"You like him don't you?" She said quietly.

I scoffed. "No! We hate each other" I chuckled, my hand behind my head.

"Yes you do, don't lie, and don't hide your feelings you pussy" She laughed.

"Im going now bye" I said in a quick voice, hanging up on my annoying friend.

Surely she can't be right...I don't like Harry....there can't be any feelings to hide?

So many questions...so little answers.


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