Darkness (16+)

I can't handle the pain he puts me through, the weight of pain he forces on my heart.
But every time I take a step into his Darkness, I feel myself fall under.
I know he's bad for me, but I need him.
No matter how many times we tell each other to stay away, we both come crawling back.
I love Him.
I love the guy I hate.


38. Chapter 38-

I apologise for the last crappy chapter:/ it was kinda a filler....I'm also on the biggest writers block, so I think the story's coming to an end soon:( xxxxx


It is the day of Mums funeral. 

A day I had never thought of occurring so soon in my life.

The heavy necklace sat coldly on my open chest, the silver dangles sitting in my cleavage that the black dress provided. 

I sighed, looking at the length of my body.

How am I going to make it through the day? 

A hot breath tickled my neck.

"You look beautiful baby" Harry's voice was all I needed to make me feel better.

His hands touched at my hips. 

"How am I going to do it Harry?" I sighed, turning to face him.

He took my face in his large hands, stroking my cheeks with that pads of his thumbs.

"You are a strong young beautiful women, with me at your side and all those you love" His voice was low and soothing.

I wrapped my small arms around him, tightening them.

"I love you" His voice tickled my ear.

"I love you Harry" 


Ben called the two of us down a d we were both soon in Melissa's car on the way to the church, my hand tightly entwined in Harry's on his lap.

"I'm scared" I whimpered.

"You'll be fine, make your Mum proud" Harry nudged me.


The church was packed, It was nice to see some familiar faces from my past and I was over the moon when Louis and the gang walked in, taking a seat two rows behind ours.

The ceremony was short and sweet, some lovely messages were passed on through devastated friends and memories of my Mums past. 

We were led outside where Mum was to be buried, her coffin lay deep underground, a tall black

marble stone stood high above the ground.

"Would anyone like to say a few words?" 

I stepped forward at the sentence.

One of my hands clutched a rose while the other was ahold of Harry's.

"Miss Simmons" The priest took a step away.

"First of all, I'd l-like to t-Thankyou all from coming" I stuttered, looking at the girls who gave me a supportive smile.

"It really proves what a wonderful women my Mum was, and is....because I have no doubt she is being just as wonderful up there as she was down here.....Cancer is a thing that takes people away from you, it's a crime, most importantly, cancer is a test of love.  It test those around the victim, to prove their love around this unfortunate person. and I want to thank you all for showing undying love towards my hero. My Mum was my hero, my role model, the women I want to be as I grow older. She was really pushed through her life after loosing my Dad, she showed nothing but tender loving care towards me and Ben, and it was all we needed. I'm going to miss my Mum, with all my heart, but she has never really gone....she's in Bens smile, she's in my eyes, she's our gravity, she keeps us stable, but most of all, she's Im our hearts. I love you Mum"  I let the tears roll down my cheeks as I threw the beautiful rose into the hole, landing onto of Mums grave.


"Ashes to ashes, dust to dust" 


Arms were wrapped around me. 

Harry's thumbs wiping at my eyes. "it was perfect" He whispered.

I tweaked a smle, looking up to everyone around me who was in multiple tears rafter my emotional speech.


"Well done babe" Sophia hugged me.

"I'm sorry for your loss" A elderly women walked past, I thanked her.

I sighed into Sophia and Eleanor's arms.

"Your Mum would be so proud of you" Perrie beamed a smile.


"So what happens now?" Niall rubbed his hands together.

"We go for a drink" Ben said from the right, we all looked at him confused.

"Your Mum would want us to celebrate her life!" Melissa continue.


We all nodded in agreement. 

Harrys took my hand, and I led him to join me thanking more random people for coming, even though I was oblivious to who they were, 



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