Darkness (16+)

I can't handle the pain he puts me through, the weight of pain he forces on my heart.
But every time I take a step into his Darkness, I feel myself fall under.
I know he's bad for me, but I need him.
No matter how many times we tell each other to stay away, we both come crawling back.
I love Him.
I love the guy I hate.


37. Chapter 37-

My body couldn't agree with me more as I finally slipped into bed, my shoes were scattered on the floor along with my dress tights and bra, only to be left in Harry's grey tee and my pants. 

"Harry, what the hell are you doing?" He chucked a pillow to the floor.

"Going to sleep" He ruffled his god damn fucking gorgeous hair.

"Not on the floor your not" I budged against the wall.

"I might not be able to keep some self control" He chuckled deeply before standing up, chucking the pillow at me.

I placed it beside my head, lifting the duvet and letting Harry's warm body slip in beside me.

He breathed loudly as he nuzzled against me, his right arm wrapping itself around my waist,pulling me into me.

"I think your going to have to" I giggled along with him.

Our legs wrangled together under the covers.

"Did you have a good night?" Harry's breath was warm on my neck.

"It was incredible Harry, thank you so much, it was exactly what I needed" 


And with that, the two of us,we're breathing lightly with parted lips as sleep took over us.


- - - - 


Tomorrows the big day.

The day I have to say a real and true goodbye to my Mum.

I know she will always be here, In my heart as well as Bens.

But that doesn't make anything any easier.


"You okay love?" Harry's husky morning voice rattled my thoughts.

"Oh yeah...sorry" I blinked.

"Stop apologising" He chuckled throatily, his voice was so god damn sexy. 

"sorry" I clamped my hand over my mouth, earning a dimpled smirk from Mr Styles.

"Whats today's plan then?" He huffed, pushing his body up against the headboard of the bed. 

"I'm not too sure, I mean, obviously we have to do something with the others" I leaned into his shoulder.

"I can think of plenty of fun things that don't involve them lot, just the two of us"

"Jesus Harry, what is with you lately." I giggled, nudging him.

"I'm sexually frustrated, don't even ask me why because I still have no idea" 

I laid my head on his chest, we laid like this for a few more minutes.

"I think we should get up now" I suggested.



"Morning all" Harry strided into the kitchen with me at his side, Melissa and Ben sat around the tiled island. "Good morning" The two of them looked extremely tired.

"Hey, me and Harry are going out today, you two have been so busy organising tomorrow, you deserve a rest" I smiled to Ben as he pulled a stool out for me.

"Sounds good to me" He scratched the bottom of his neck, a habit both Ben

 and Harry do.

Must be a men's thing.

"Are you going anywhere nice?" Melissa bit into her toast.

"I don't think we have decided on it yet" Harry spoke.

"But we are going out with the guys" I continued.

"Who?" Ben glanced up at us.

"Everyone's here Ben, Louis, Liam, Niall. Zayn...And all the girls" I informed my brother.

"Oh wow! it'd be awesome to see them all again,I bet Louis hasn't changed a bit" Ben managed a small smile, hurt still flooded through our veins. 

"Nah, he's still a cheeky bastard" Harry grinned. 


I pulled out my phone texting everyone to come to Bens and Melissa before we set off of our unknown journey. 


it wasn't for another 20 minutes before the door banged and loud voices sounded from the other side. 


"hey guys" I smiled to Louis, Liam, Niall and Zayn.

"Where are the girls?" I furrowed my brows.

"We're here!!" I heard a squeal from behind the four boys, Eleanor, Sophia, Stephanie and Perrie were running up the path.

I opened the door wide, allowing all eight of the friends in the house.

Ben instantly stood, greeting e boys with hard hand slaps and pats on the back. 

"My, haven't you grown" Ben awed.

Melissa greeted everyone as Bens fiancée.

"Congratulations, when's the wedding?" Perrie spoke, flicking her blonde hair over her shoulder.


I have met Perrie before, a long time ago back in high school we were lab partners in biology, a subject the two of us couldn't quite exceed in. 

Shes grown so much, and I really hope her and Zayn could be good together.

"In 2 months time" Melissa smiled.

I was extremely shocked, I knew the wedding was close, but not this close.

"You okay Tori?" Ben raised his eyebrows at me.

"Yeah Yeah, fine, just didn't know the wedding was so close!" I placed my cup of tea on the island.

"I know, it's gone so fast" Ben Sighed.

I turned to face the rest of my friends. " Where we going today the ?" Stephanie questioned.

I shrugged, looking at Harry, "I don't mind" He mumbled.


"Why don't you all go into town, I'm sure some of you still need to get something to wear for the funeral tomorrow?" Melissa placed her cup down in front of her. 

"Good idea, I want to look my best for Mrs Simmons" Zayn pulled at his shirt.

We all smiled at his respite, agreeing on town being our destination.



"Who's cars we taking?" Louis pulled out his keys.

"Liam and Sophia and Niall, you can come in Harry's, them Lou, you can take, El, Steph, Zayn and Perrie" I organised, heading towards Harry's rover.





"Are you okay with driving?" I loomed over at Harry that had just climbed in. He hinted me a smile. "Of course I am love" He pouted for a kiss that I made sure he received. 




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