Darkness (16+)

I can't handle the pain he puts me through, the weight of pain he forces on my heart.
But every time I take a step into his Darkness, I feel myself fall under.
I know he's bad for me, but I need him.
No matter how many times we tell each other to stay away, we both come crawling back.
I love Him.
I love the guy I hate.


19. Chapter 19-

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*Victoria's P.O.V*


"What have I done?" I cried into my hands as I sat on my sofa, my legs crossed tightly together.

"Nothing, oh hunny, you didn't do anything wrong!" Sophia rubbed my back.

Eleanor passed me a mug of steaming hot chocolate.

"Thank you" I whimpered, her giving me a small smile,sitting on the other side of me.

"Harry's just....He's just a lost cause, he never knows what he's got, he doesn't feel much and when he has something, he doesn't realise how amazing that thing is" Eleanor confined in me, I hummed in a positive response, knowing everything she is saying is real.


"I've been offered a new job" I sniffed, leaning forward, placing my steaming mug on the small coffee table in front of us.

"What? Where?" Sophia flicked her hair over her shoulder, shifting closer to me.

"It's a good job, a lot better then the nursery" I looked down at my dull cream carpet.

"Okay, where is it?" Eleanor was just as eager as Sophia was to know.

"My Mums ex-partner works in France, he's the manager of a social working company" I sat back in the sofa, the girls leaning either side of me.

"France!? What the fuck! You can't move to France" Eleanor shrieked.

"I know, but it's more of an opportunity,I want to do something with my life!" I raked a clamey hand through my knotted waves.

"But why, why in France?" Sophia questioned.

"My Mums ex-partner Chris owns the company, it's well paid, brilliant chance, I'll have accommodation aswell!" I thought of the positives.

"You can't leave Tors, we only just got you back!" Eleanor sighed.

"I know I know, but I have to, I need to get  away, I'll be back though, fro holidays and time off!" I managed a small sigh.


*Harry's P.O.V*


The rest of my day resulted in pure drowsiness.

I chucked the empty packed of cigarettes into the bin, letting the bottle of liquor smash along with it.

"Harry, stop ignoring me" Zayn cursed. I physically shifted my body away from his.

Louis walked in, two girls in a state at his side.

"Whats wrong now?" I groaned, reaching to the kitchen fridge in front of me.

"Victoria wants to leave" Louis translated Eleanor's sobs.

I felt the glass I had in my hand slip.

"What? Why?" I jumped.

"She's been offered a job" Sophia whimpered.

"Where?" I felt my pulse quicken.

"F-France" Eleanor cried.

"No" I breathed, every thing around me went slow, my body felt hot and ill. 

"Sh-she can't"I stuttered, my stomach bubbled in pain, my heart jittered its beats.

"I have to see her" I slammed the fridge door, heading straight out the kitchen.

"She doesn't want to see you" Eleanor stopped me.

I kicked the ground, stubbing my toes.

"Why fucking not!" I growled, tensing my grip around my glass.

"Why would she, your a fucking twat!" Sophia said.

I ruffled my hair viciously.

"You boys were laughing at me, I was under fucking pressure! I slammed the cupboard next to me.



*Victoria's P.O.V*

"Alright, Dylan go and give Jakey back the book, he did have it first!" I smiled as sweetly as I could to the little brunette haired boy.

He pouted his bottom lip, holding the Dinosaur book out in front of him. "Come on" I giggled, giving him a slight nudge towards finally giving Jakey the book back.

"They love you Tori" I heard Shelby at my side, I smiled as I watched the children play together.

"I love them to" I sighed, crossing my arms over my chest.

" Do you have to go" Shelby looked to me, I nodded slowly, sniffling.

"I need to really" I told her. I guided a small child past me.

"Well, you know you will always have a place here if you feel the need it" She smiled to me.

I nodded, thanking her in a sympathetic smile.

I clapped my hands together. "Come on guys, story time!" 

All 15 small children gathered around my feet as I took a seat on the chair, taking a book from the corner.

"Okay Okay, settle down now" I giggled.

The Nursery door opened, I ignored the entry of the unknown person.

"One day there was a..."

I was interrupted by a all too familiar voice.

"...beautiful princess who dropped every thing for a boy, he wasn't worth it, oh hell he wasn't worth it but he loved her, so much, and so did she, but the boy was awful at showing it, and was embarrassed of confessing his love for her.." This deep voice continued, I looked up from the book, my hazel eyes meeting a pair of sad bloodshot green orbs.

"Harry" I breathed in.

"But his boy, loved her more then he loved himself, he needed her more the oxygen, she was his everything, she was his lightness that lit up the darkness inside of him" He continued, the lump in my throat grew and the amount of water gathering in my eyes cradled a heavy amount.

"I-I love you Victoria, and I need you" 

The children all began cooing and awing, Shelby and Naomi clasping their hands over their mouths.

"I-I love you" I stood up, throwing myself at Harry, the familiar feeling ran through means Harry's warm arms wrapped around my waist, squeezing me tightly.

"Best story time ever" A small child giggled, causing me to laugh and cry into Harry;s arms.

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