I slammed the door and locked it so Lou couldn't get in, so no one could. I crawled into my bed and tucked my knees into my chest, and started to cry. I've been crying for about 10 minutes now when I decided to go into the bathroom. I walked across my room into my own personal bathroom that was painted pink. I hunted around until I found what I needed. I smashed the razor on the ground and carefully removed one of the blades. Without even thinking I sat down and dug it deep into my thighs and sides. by this time everything was covered in blood but I still wasn't satisfied, I made one deep slit in my left wrist when I heard a knock at my bedroom door, followed by an Irish voice.
"Hey, Kennedy I'm sure Lou didn't mean it." I didn't answer I was to focused on the last cut I had made. It was bleeding, too much. What's happening?! it's not supposed to bleed that much. I tried to get up and get to the door but fell half way there making a loud thump.
"KENNEDY?! OPEN THE DOOR!!" I couldn't move. I could feel myself growing weaker and weaker with every second, blood was pouring out from my cuts and I knew I was covered in it, and I knew I needed help. I tried to speak but the only words I could find to say was....
"Daddy, Help." and then I blacked out it was all black my body went numb. Then I woke up.
"where am I? What's going on?" I looked around but all I saw was darkness. Then all of a sudden, A light appeared in the distance and I heard my mothers voice. It made me real safe and warm, knowing she was there.
"I've missed you so much!"
"I've missed you too, I'm home now, sorry I've be been gone for so long."
"Kennedy? Sweetheart is that you?" I heard my father say.
"Yes dad! Its me. I'm here now! We can be a family again!"
"Kennedy it's your father, you need to run away. away from the Light. Away from us.You have people you need to love for you cant die yet." I did as he told me and ran into the darkness, hearing dist and I love u's I kept running.
After hearing that thump and Kennedy not answering, I felt something was very wrong. I started throwing myself at her door, trying to get it to open. It finally worked and the door opened. I stood there, staring in horror as there was a trail of blood, a lot of blood, leading from the bathroom to the side of Kennedy's bed, i looked around and saw her, laying lifeless on the ground, barely bleeding, covered in blood. It was horrifying.
" MARIA HURRY, CALL 911 HURRY WE NEED AN AMBULANCE! " I went to my knees and picked her up, as I ran with Kennedy in my arms to the car Maria, saw her and Instantly started to break down. In the midst of all the commotion, Louis was nowhere to be found so I quickly met the ambulance half way and rode with Kennedy to the hospital. There they made me wait in the waiting room. I was crying my eyes out, I needed comfort. I called Zayn, he answered on the second ring.
"Zany Kennedy is in the hospital and just"
"Don't say anything else, I'll call the rest of the lads and we will be right there. Where's Lou?"
" I don't know, he was being such an ass to her."
"Alright I've gotta go be there soon."