I sat on the swing in the park listening to the birds sing. Everyone is suppose to meet up today here for a big picnic. I left early before the other girls because I had a lot on my mind. I didn't really understand how I should feel with anything. I mean I knew I was in love with Zayn. I feel so strange around him like I'm a completely different person.
"Zoe!" I looked up to see Angie running towards me. I smiled and stood up just as she tackled me. We stood up giggling as the other girls made there way over to us.
"Why'd you leave so early?" Bitsy asked.
"Just had a lot on my mind." I smiled softly.
"Get it cleared?" Alexy asked
"Working on it."
We heard some laughter so we looked to our side to see the boys walking up with Mansi. All the boys except Zayn. Niall looked like something was bothering him. He walked over to a tree away from everyone else. I wanted to see if he was still mad at me and what was bothering him. So I walked over to him and sat down.
"Are you still mad at me?" I asked.
"I was never mad at you..." He sighed. "I was mad at myself.."
"Because I wanted to believe that you were the only girl for me. That you were the one, that I didn't have feelings for any other girl." He frowned.
"I don't understand..." I mumbled.
"I knew you'd pick him. You guys are the exact same so it's no surprise that you'd pick him. He needs you. He has been cold for too long. He loves you Zoey."
"I didn't want to believe that I had feelings for anyone other than you though."
He looked over at the girls. Straight at Bitsy.
"My cousin??" My mouth dropped.
"I feel awful. I know I shouldn't like her..." He started.
"No Ni I think it's great that you like her. She needs someone like you in her life. Her world has always been filled with hate that she needs someone who'll love her." I reassured him.
"That's why I was mad at myself. I knew that if you picked Zayn that I'd have to come to reality that I have feelings for her."
"Don't beat yourself up Ni." I kissed his cheek then pulled him back towards the others. It was great that Niall had feelings for her. I think she also has feelings for him. I mean she does talk about him a lot. We all sat down on the giant blanket and started grabbing some food. Then I felt someone sit behind me and wrap their arms around my waist. I turned my head just to be kissed. I pulled away with my face burning up. Harry just kissed me. I stood up and ran away from the picnic blanket. I rubbed my lips fiercely trying to get his kiss off my lips. I noticed I was deep in the woods now.
"Zoey?" I turned my head to see Zayn leaning against a tree smoking. With teary eyes I ran over to him wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing him deeply. I pulled away and tears fell down my cheeks. "What's wrong? Was the kiss bad?" He whipped the tears away looking at me worriedly.
"No..." I giggled a bit. "Zayn I don't want to kiss anyone except you..."