When I woke up my head didn't hurt as much as i thought it would, to tell the truth, it barley hurt at all. I sat up but it took me a while to realize that Claire wasn't there. was it just a dream, a really good dream. No, it couldn't have been. It felt to real for it to be a dream. I got up and looked in the mirror, I looked like crap but i didn't care. I put on some sweat pants and went down stairs. It was 12:30 pm and Gemma was sitting on the couch read a magazine. (of course) She turned her head and looked and me and giggled. "Good morning sunshine, you look beautiful this morning. as always." I wasn't up for her crap today. I walked over and flicked her on the back of her head. "ow, Harr that hurt." I smiled. "It was supposed to." "Bitch, you didn't get laid last night, is that why your cranky Harr bear?" "I did to get laid, don't question my sex life when i'm this sexy." I said gesturing to myself. "Ya you look real sexy right now." Gemma said sarcastically."I'm not in the mood for your crap alright." I said with a bit of anger in my tone."Cranky" she sang. "Fuck you." My mom walked in from the backyard."Hey, watch your mouth" she snapped. "whatever."I whispered to myself and ran upstairs to my room. i shut the door behind me and flopped onto my bed. I'm so glad it's Saturday.I don't have to get out of bed to go to school. I can't stop thinking about Claire. It's only been a week and I've managed to have sex with her. I feel like a slut. Buzz Buzz Buzz. my phone vibrated on my night stand. I picked it up to see i had a text from...... Louis????
Your such a bitch, you went and got her all drunk so you could fuck her like she's just another of your stupid little fuck buddies. If I could kill you, you'd be dead by now but I can't.I only broke up with her so I wouldn't get hurt when she decided she was done with me and went over to you. But i guess she made up her mind without me being by her side. Weather or not i was dating her, she would have fucked you anyway's. I thought we were getting close harry but you only wanted to use me to get in her pant's so once again Harry. FUCK YOU!!!!!
I read that message over and over about 5 times before I realized that he was 'partly' right. I needed to fix things before they got worse.
your right Louis I am a bitch, I only gave her one drink, she just went over for more and kept drinking. I was sitting on the couch and she came onto me, although it was my idea to go upstairs to the bed, she started it. I don't blame you for wanting to kill me, it's perfectly reasonable. If I knew that's why you broke up with her I never would have been like that, I'm sorry Louis. I liked that we were getting close but that's not why. I was becoming closer to you because we got along, you were the funny one and just messed everything up. I truly am sorry. Don't worry I'm going to talk to Claire next.
I wanted to go to Claire's house to talk face to face but i know she wouldn't talk. I tried calling, texting, everything she just wont answer me. This is all my fault.
Harry kept calling and texting, I was so tempted to block his number if he didn't stop but part of me told me not to. I can't believe I was so stupid as to have sex with someone I had just met. He is attractive but really, I don;t know what came over me. It was probably the drunk part of me that took over. At least I still had Niall to talk to if I need anything. He's very protective of me, he's like a big brother sometimes, other time's he's just my best friend. I heard my phone ringing but I knew this time it wasn't Harry cause it was the ring tone I had given Niall contact "Party Rock Anthem" by LMFAO. I ran over and Picked up the phone.
Niall: "Claire? Hey are you ok, how are you feeling?"
Claire: "I have had better day's."
Niall: "I heard the thing about you and Harry last night, I just wanted to make sure you weren't hurt in any way."
Claire: "You heard, how? You know what, I don't care. I gotta go clear my head. Bye."
I hung up before he could say anything else, ran, fell on my bed and started to cry. It was like that the whole weekend. Sunday night I went down stairs to get something to eat, I had made such a mistake Friday night. Suddenly Someone walked threw the front door.