"When I got to school that morning I walked straight up to Holly and slapped her in the face as hard as I could. "How could you after everything we've been though after everything I've told you you tell him about Charlie!"
"What are you talking about?"
"Don't play dumb with me."
"Are you ok?"
"Does it look like I'm fucking ok? No it doesn't because you told him everything!" Harry ran over and stopped me from yelling I was crying so hard I could see properly and I wasn't thinking straight. Harry took me away to a room that was empty.
"Hey Emma what's wrong?" I didn't know what to do so I just said.
"Nothing I'm fine ok now just leave me alone."
"No I will not." He said grabbing my shoulder. "Obviously your not fine you slapped Holly in the face and started yelling at her so your going to tell me what the matter is or I'm going to get it out of you." I stood up looked him in the eye and said.
"What don't you understand by IM FUCKING FINE!! I'm no one important to you I never was and never will be ok so just leave me alone and don't talk to me anymore." 'What did I do to you' is what I heard as I was walking out the door so I just ignored him. I saw Holly so I went over to her.
"I need to talk to you." She said.
"Fine." We went somewhere private.
"What was that who did I tell about Charlie? Emma even if we weren't friends anymore there is nothing on earth that you could do to me or anyone else could do to me to get that information out of me."
"Oh please don't play the best friend for life card on me ok I know you told Louis about him."
"No I didn't I've never met or spoken to him."
"Never have I ever once had contact with Louis."
"Well then who told him?"
"I don't know what did he say to you?"
"He said I know your secret about Charlie Cape and I don't think Harry would like it."
"OMG Emma I swear it wasn't me."
"Promise." I broke down into tears I didn't know what to do everything was weird everything was different I don't know how but it was Holly put her arms around me."
"Hey it's gonna be alright." I couldn't speak I couldn't even move all I did was cry in the janitors closet so we decided to leave school.
"I've never seen her cry like this before and we've been friends since grade 4." I said to Derrick on the phone I was watching her sob on the ground.
"Well maybe you should call Harry."
"Good ok I got to go ok bye love you baby."
"Love you too and if you need I can come over?"
"Ok see you soon." I hung up the phone and rang Harry.
"Hello." He said I could hear that he was crying.
"Hey Harry wait are you crying?"
"Yes don't worry about it what's wrong?"
"What about her?"
"She is sobbing on the ground she won't stop I need help Harry can you cone now?"
"I don't think she wants me there."
"What do you mean?"
"Well she basically told me to get out of her life."
"Well she doesn't have a choice your coming ok get here as fast as you can."
"Ok I'm on my way."
"Hey Emma calm down please I can't stand to see you like this."
"It's all my fault I can't do this I'm sorry it's all my fault."
"No Emma it's fine nothing is your fault I promise you that." I heard a knock at the door. "Just wait a second there is someone at the door." I walked to the door and opened it it was Harry.
"Hey she still crying?"
"Yeh . Just a sec I'll tell her your here."
"Ok." I walked back into the lounge room where she was and saw blood on the ground. I screamed and Harry came running in.
"Are you ok what's wrong."
"What are you doing here didn't you here me before?"
"Oh my god Emma what have you done?"
"Nothing you need to be concerned about."
"We need to get her to a hospital NOW!"
"Ok you get her in the car I'll get a bandage." I got into the car and sat next to her. "Hey it's gonna be ok."
"No I don't want it to be ok it's not going to be I'm sorry I really am."
"Hey don't have to apologise I told you it's fine. Emma?!? Emma?!? Harry she's not moving she's not answering please drive faster please I don't want her to die." I felt Harry excelerate he was going pretty fast. There was a lot of traffic like there normally is but we managed to get through it and to the hospital in 10 minutes. We both picked her up and ran her into the hospital her blood was everywhere "HELP!! PLEASE HELP HER!! SOMEBODY? ANYBODY?" The doctor ran towards us with a hospital bed they put her on it and rushed her to a surgery room. Harry and I sat outside in the waiting area.
"I can't wait here anymore I need to see if she's alright."
"No Harry you can't you just have to be patient I want to see her as well I really do."
"Fine. I'm going to get a coffee do you want one?"
"No thank you." He walked away then I got a phone call it was Derrick. "Hello?"
"Holly hello I'm at our house are you here I knocked in the door but didn't get an answer is everything alright?"
"No it's not." I said sobbing.
"What happened are you hurt are you ok?!?"
"I'm not hurt it's Emma."
"How is she hurt?"
"Well she.....she....I went to open the door to let Harry in and when I went back into the lounge room there......there was......blood everywhere. Derrick she cut her wrists they wouldn't stop bleeding I tried to stop it but they wouldn't stop they just wouldn't I don't want to lose my best friend." At that moment Harry came running down the hall to me and hugged me tight I dropped the phone and was crying hysterically.
"Don't worry Holly she won't die she will fight she won't leave us I promise."
"No Harry why would she want to fight for life when she was trying to end it? I don't want her to die I don't but..."
"Don't even say it."
"I'm sorry Harry."
"NO! Ok she's not going to die." The doctor came out and said.
"She lost a lot of blood it was hard to stop the bleeding but she is still alive. We are going to have to keep her in the hospital until she recovers fully. Have you contacted her mother yet?"
"No not yet." I said.
"Well it's a good idea if you do I need to talk with her."
"Ok I'll do it now." I went and picked my phone up it was broken so I asked Harry if I could use his he said yes so I went and called her mum.
"Yes who is this?"
"Oh hello Holly so what makes you call me?"
"I need you to come down to the hospital."
"I'll explain everything when you get here we are in section D9."
"I'm on my way." When Jackie got here she looked angry.
"Where is she?"
"She is in there but you can't go in yet."
"I don't give a fuck." She's tried to walk in but the doctor came out.
"Yes that is me where is she what has she done?"
"I need to talk to you in private." As Jackie and the doctor walked away I knew something was wrong.
"Something is wrong."
"How do you know that?"
"Well he wouldn't have needed to talk to her in private if it was something we already knew."
"So your saying that he hasn't told us everything?"
"That's exactly what I'm saying." They had finished talking but the doctor was the only one that came back.
"Where is Jackie?"
"She left." He said.
"Oh. Um can we go in and see her?"
"She's not awake but sure."