"I want you"He said shaking.
My eye's widen at his statement.
"I know"I whispered.
I slowly pulled away from him and he frowned.
"I'm sorry"I whispered.
"I just can't right now...."I whispered.
I grabbed my stuff and got caught off guard when my stuff was taken away from me.
"No no no please don't leave,please"He said giving me a look of sympathy.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me down on the couch and sat next to me.
We sat in silence for a long time till i cleared my throat and looked justin's way and saw he was staring.
"W-Why are you staring a-at me?"I stuttered.
"Because your beautiful"He breathed out.
I looked down.
"Justin i'm a monster,i'm not even close to beautiful"I said looking at my thumbs twirling.
"Don't you ever fucking say your monster or not beautiful because i'll tell you who the real monster is....it's me"He said bitterly.
"Have you seen that shit all over the tv!"He screamed.
I looked up at him.
Tears started to form in his eyes and slid down his cheeks.
"Have you seen that shit on the computer or your phone!"He screamed with tears rapidly falling down his cheeks.
"MY LIFE IS RUINED!"He grabbed my face in his hands and he looked me in the eyes and i was kinda scared.
"You wanna know why"He choked on his tears.
I fell tears streaming down my cheeks now.
"Because you left me...because i was stupid... because i'm just a waste of space"He breathed.
"Your not stupid... you just make stupid choices"i lightly wiping my tears away.
"Doesn't that make me stupid?"He spat.
"Show me"He sighed putting his hand out.
"Show me your... arm"He whispered.
I put my arm in his hand.
He pulled up my sleeves and his eyes widen.
"You did it more..."He whispered running his hands down my scars.
He kissed one which made my body tingle at his touch.
He kept kissing all my scars and then he finally stopped.
He looked up at me.
"That's not all"I whispered.
"I tried to kill myself multiple times by overdose"I said.
Justin lifted his sleeves and i saw faded scars on his wrist.
I gasp and cover my mouth.
I grab them and i run my fingers against them.
I kiss each of them and i saw justin smile wide.
Before i new it a pair of soft lips hit mine and my sudden reaction was to kiss back.
He moaned against my lips and he mover closer to me and sat on the couch in front of me.
His tongue licked my bottom lip and i opened my mouth slightly and his tongue went in my mouth and roamed around for the first time in a year..
His lips disconnected from mine and laid small little kisses down my neck and i felt us falling back.
I push him slowly off and saw him panting and so was I.
"God i have missed you"He panted.
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