40. Chapter 40
I sigh heavily as I pull the clothes over my head. My mood has lowered significantly after crying and I’m not sure if I feel like yelling at someone or just crying some more.
I push this thought aside and focus on one thing at a time and right now I need to make it to my room without creating a scene. I take another deep breath before opening the door and I am relieved to find that nobody is there.
I speed walk down the hallway and dart into my room so none of the boys could catch me. I turn to look in my room and jump when I find Louis sitting patiently on my bed. Great. So much for avoiding the boys. I just hope I don’t break down in front of him.
“Hey.” He mummers before standing up.
“Hey.” I mumble back awkwardly.
“How are you feeling?” he asks me and I have to bite my tongue to stop myself from saying anything stupid.
“Better.” I say simply. He nods at me and looks away in thought. I frown at his unusual behaviour but say nothing. Right now I really need to sleep and I’m so tired. I slowly pad over to my bed however, just as I walk past Louis, I feel him grab my forearm. I gulp as I turn around to face him. He looks into my eyes for a moment before sighing.
“When…er…when did you umm” he stutters and I look at him confused as fuck. What is he trying to ask me? He clears his throat before attempting again.
“When did you last err bleed?” he asks awkwardly and I have to bite my lip to stop myself from laughing at him.
“Why are you laughing at me?” he frowns at me and I know even though I am not actually laughing, my face gives it away.
“Nothing.” My voice wavers from holding in my laughter.
“Please just answer my question.” He pleads and I almost give in and tell him but I’m actually finding something funny after a long time and I want to savour this moment.
“Why are you even asking me?” I ask him letting and a small chuckle.
“You know why.” He pouts making my chuckles turn into full on laughter. He actually thinks I might be pregnant just because I threw up. I wipe my eyes before I start to compose myself. I look up into his eyes before replying.
“To be honest I don’t even remember. So much has happened and I haven’t been keeping track.” I say honestly.
“Have you bled while you’ve been here?” he asks me and I have to think for a moment. Have I? I don’t remember. I’ve had so much on my mind lately.
“I don’t know.” I reply frowning at myself.
“This might be a problem Amelia. What if you really are pregnant?” he suddenly scolds at me as if I were a small child.
“Why don’t you just get a damn test then?” I reply irritated by him sudden change in behaviour. I knew the good moment wouldn’t last long and I feel the familiar throbbing in my head from lack of sleep. He pauses for a moment thinking over my words before face palming himself.
“I’m gonna go out and get one. In the meantime please stay here and don’t go to sleep until I come back.” He groans and I nod at him. I’m actually curious to see if I am actually pregnant even though I know I’m not. He nods his head back at me before turning to walk out of the room leaving me alone at last. I sigh in content as I walk over to the bed and flop down letting my body relax.
Well at least I feel a bit better than before after laughing. It is truly amazing what laughing can actually do.
But there is still one question lingering in my mind from before.
Are they going to kill me?
Has it always been their intention to kill me? I groan as my head begins to throb again. I hope as hell that Louis hurries up because I really need to sleep.
“Hey do you know where Louis is?” I here Zayn’s familiar voice from the doorway.
“Yeah he went out.” I reply not bothering to look at him.
“Went out where?” he asks suspiciously and I roll my eyes for the first time in a long time.
“To get a pregnancy test.” I reply.
“Of course he is.” He mumbles and I can sense him rolling his eyes.
“You know everything was fine until you came along.” He says and I feel him walking deeper into the room. I frown at his words. Where is he going with this?
“We never had any of these issues with any of the other girls. In fact you should only be here for our needs and yet you’re the one causing us the most problems.” He carries on clearly irritated. I have to stop myself from saying that he shouldn’t have kidnapped me in the first place. I really don’t want to cause myself any more problems than I already have.
“You know. Harry’s not here. I can always have my turn with you seeing as I never got one.” He says his tone suddenly changing to thoughtful. My eyes widen and I swallow the lump in my throat. He wouldn’t, would he?
Of course he would. He’s done worse.
I feel him walk closer to me and I take this as my cue to sit up and look at him.
“Don’t Harry will literally kill you when he finds out.” I say more confident than I feel. Where the fuck is Louis? I need him like right now.
“Well Harry can go fuck himself.” He shrugs before striding over towards me on the bed. Shit.
I begin to shuffle back to get away from him but my breath hitches when I reach the edge of the bed. Fuck fuck fuck.
Not this again. I can’t take it if I get raped again.
“Hey guys?!” I hear Niall’s distinct voice from the corridor and if I’m not mistaken, he sounds rather anxious in his drunken state.
I see Niall barge into the room and I almost run up to him and hug him for saving me from Zayn but the look on his face halts any of my movements.
“What is it Niall?!” Zayn snaps clearly agitated.
“Louis…he’s been in an accident.” He replies breathlessly.