7. the night after
I stayed up all night reading the letters and notes.. how could one person endure so much on her own? So many letters she wrote to herself.. tearstained with hateful thought against herself... why did someone so beautiful go through this torture...
*first suicide letter*
This is hopefully the last thing I ever write...
I really don't understand why I'm writing it when I'm alone and no one would care.. right now I'm listening to unbroken by black veil brides. One of my favorite songs.. I wish I could actually be like it.. having people by my side when I'm upset..
I guess if you really want to do when I'm alone.. I... sing... and hurt.. and cry... and hurt..myself..
But no one cares
Everyone'ss right about me.. I'm pathetic and freaky
Well i want to know something.
Mom and dad....did you ever love me... or was I really just a mistake..
I guess I will Never know..