I ran out of Sex Ed crying. I just had to get away from those creeps... I hate them. I always have. And they know it, yet they try to be nice to me... I ran down the corridors and I soon heard footsteps running after me, gaining speed... But it wasn't just one set. It sounded like more, but one set was closer. As I went to turn the corner, I felt someone grab my arm and my heart stopped immediately. I looked up and it was Zayn. He was panting and was out of breath. I looked at him as more tears rolled down my face. His expression softened and he pulled me in for a hug. I was reluctant at first, but I gave in. He wrapped his arms around my waist, trying to calm me down. To me, it felt kind of right. I liked it... Something I wouldn't have expected Zayn to be like.
Zayn is the type of guy, that doesn't like to show his emotions. He's the type of guy that acts all hard around his friends, but is actually really caring and sweet. This is the type of guy he is right now with me. Like he's letting his guard down to show me he actually does care, not like he is when he is around his friends acting like the biggest jerk on earth... Well, one of them anyway.
I ran after Rhiannon with the boys following after me, but not as close. Just as she was about to turn the corner, I grabbed onto her arm to stop her. She stood there for a second, completely still before turning to look at me as more tears rolled down her cheeks. It was at that point that I knew we had all pushed it. We hurt her even though we were just playing. I instantly felt guilty. I pulled Rhiannon if for a hug but she was too scared to do anything at first but once I showed her I wouldn’t do anything, she started hugging me back. We were both just stood in the middle of the hall, hugging each other with her crying her eyes out.
“I’m really sorry we were jerks Rhi… We didn’t mean it. I promise!” I whispered into her hair.
She backed away from me, whipping her eyes looking kind of annoyed at me.
“Then why did you do it then?!” She shouted in my face. I flinched back a bit from her tone and she saw how hurt I was from it. She leaned against the wall, looking at the floor. I then heard Harry whisper from somewhere for me to make my move.
“I don’t know why we did it… We were just messing around babe. I really am sorry. And I can prove it too.” I said. She looked up at me, confusion written across her beautiful face.
“How?” She questioned, a piece of her brown hair falling from behind her ear. I tucked the strand back behind her ear and cupped her cheeks in my hands so she was looking me smack bang in the eyes.
“I like you Rhiannon… Everything I do, I do so I won’t lose the guys. They are like my brothers. But I can’t keep this a secret anymore babe. I know you feel the same about me deep down. You just need to admit this to yourself. Because I am admitting it to myself that I don’t like you as a friend, even though we have never really been friendly, but I’m liking you more of a possible girlfriend now… I have always liked you, but you were with Josh before, and now you aren't... So I'm telling you now... I really do love you Rhiannon.” I whispered only loud enough for me and Rhiannon to hear. And with that, I latched my lips to hers, softly kissing her. It took a brief moment for her to realise what was happening, and she started kissing back.
The truth behind that was, I just gave my first kiss to the girl I am actually in love with. And I just hope she feels the same about me…