A/N: I know this isn't very exciting because you may have thought this was a Chapter, so I apologize. But I'm hoping to make it up to you all!
Anyways, it's been almost a year now since I've updated any of my stories, and as many of you have known I kind of left off on a bad page. I'm so sorry for not updating and leaving you all hanging. Here's my reason for not updating, I usually don't like to spill my personal life over the internet so if you don't want to hear about this you can just skip this part:
So here are the three main reasons why I stopped updating.. I lost someone that was really close to me, I wasn't hanging out with the right 'crowd', and my family life at home wasn't all that great either...
My Uncle ended up passing away a few weeks after my last post, and it really changed everything for me. I, as a person, changed a lot in a negative way and I really struggled to find my place again. I really blocked a lot of people out of my life and tried to just be independent because I felt like nobody understood me. I'm sure some of you guys know why I'm talking about, but for you that don't I'll just tell you it's not somewhere you don't want to be. I don't want to get too detailed about this either because it could be triggering for some of you and I don't want that, so I'll just leave it at that.
My dad also started to, I guess you could say, neglect me. I started pushing myself in school because I wanted him to acknowledge me, and I became extremely stressed. Then at the beginning of my Sophomore year I started hanging out with a new group of friends and life got a lot better. This is slightly religious, so no judging. But anyways, I used to be extremely religious but after my Uncle passed away I kind of distanced myself from God. It's complicated and a long story, but I didn't feel like my Uncle's death was fair. I wouldn't say I was an Atheist, but I guess I just stopped caring. Anyways, my closest friend got me to go back to Church. She's helped me through a lot as well, so things have gotten so much better.
Anyways so there's my short life story for you, anyways I'm doing much better now. I've been trying to bring myself to Movella's for the past like 2 months now and I'm making it Official today. I am going to try to update this book tonight for sure! And I'm going to start editing it over the weekend as well.
Keep an eye out for the new chapter coming out extremely soon!!
I respect you guys a lot, and I apologize for making you wait. I truly feel awful for not updating, but I feel like this book would have just come to an early end if I kept going on while I was going through all of that.
Thank you for the few of you that left very kind comments for me while I was gone, it meant a lot. And although I don't reply back to them, just know that I do read them. They're all super important to me, and they keep me positive and push me to keep writing.
Thanks again you guys, love you lots!