I barley talked to Vic the past few days. Only a few words like “Hey, morning, time to go” small things like that. I really do like him, I really like this home to and I don’t want to risk my chances of having to leave here.
“Izzy are you going to Jake’s party” Julia slowly walks in to my room.
“Yeah, wanna come?” I say nicely, me and Julia have been starting to get a bit closer.
“You sure you want me to come?” She looks down at her outfit; she clearly got ready for the party.
“Yes of course, he’s your crush after all” I get up from my bed where I was reading and walk over to small closet.
“Yeah right.” She sighs.
“What should I wear?” I say flipping through a bunch of different outfits. She walks over and picks out a pair of black booty shorts and pink crop top that says ‘young, wild and free’ I throw it on quickly and stare at myself in the full body mirror I recently bought for my room.
“Perfect” I say fixing my shorts a little. I walk over to the small desk near my bed and apply light make-up, nothing to dark or trashy.
“I think Vic is coming” I glare at her form the mirror. She told me that she knew about the kiss, She promised not to say anything if me and Vic didn’t do it again.
“I know you don’t want him to come” I smile agreeing with her. “But he’s my brother and now yours too. So you guys will have to figure it out” I turn towards her.
“We will when the time comes, right now we should be on our way to this party.” I get up from my seat grab her hand and run down to the front door.
“Vic, catch a ride with us.” Julia says right once we reach the front door. Vic is sitting on the couch in the living room.
“Only if you’re okay with it Izzy.” He gets up.
“Yeah I don’t care.” I say grabbing my coat off the rack.
“Let’s get this party started” Julia opens the door.
We arrive at the party around 8 o’clock, we park just a block away from the house.
When we get to the party Julia takes off with some of her friends and so does Vic, which leaves me standing here in the corner.
“You made it.” I hear a voice coming closer to me. I look over, it’s Jake.
“Yeah” I smile, maybe getting with a different guy will take my feelings away from Vic.
“Come dance” He takes my hand and leads me to the dark dance room, there is colorful lights everywhere. Lots of people grinding and drinking.
“I’ll get you a drink” He smiles at me, I nod. I start dancing, when all of a sudden some guy comes and starts grinding me, I go along with it thinking it might be Jake.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Jake walks up and says in a harsh voice.
“Dancing” I reply.
“Not you. Him.” I move away from the dude who was grinding me and move closer to Jake.
“Dancing, just like she said” I turn to see Vic standing there. I shake my head
“What the fuck Vic.” I roll my eyes.
“Dude she doesn’t want you here. So get out.” Jake moves closer to Vic.
“Make me.” I look up and Vic, what the fuck is he doing.
“Izzy, do you want him here?” Jake turns to me, Vic pushes him down to the ground, I gasp.
“VIC!” I grab Vic off of Jake and shove him.
“Just stop both of you. You’re both stupid losers.” I walk over top of Jake and head for the door when Vic runs up and grabs my arm.
“Come on, don’t tell me you didn’t like that.” He smiles.
“No Vic I didn’t like it. AT ALL!” my vision starts to go blurry from the tears that now fill my eyes. I walk outside and slam the door after me. Vic opens it and follows me outside.
“Izzy, why can’t I love you?” I put my head in my hands.
“You wanna know why? The last guy I loved, was my ‘new’ brother. Yeah well we fell in love. He told me I was beautiful. Told me I was special. Until one night when I was fourteen he came in my room. He forced me to…” I paused as tears fell down my cheek remembering that night. Vic looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
“Izzy..” I cut him off “No Vic, you don’t get it.” I wrapped my arms around myself.
“Listen, I’m not like him”
“Baby I love you” He said as he put his hands up my shirt.
“I love you too Ryan” I smiled.
“I’m gonna make you feel so good.” He pulls off my jeans.
“Ryan..No im not ready” I started to pull my jeans back up.
“Well I say you are” He pulls them off with force this time and slides my panties off. He shoves a finger in to me pumping fast, as this is my first time it hurts.
“Ow Ryan stop.” I lean my head back. He shoves another finger in.
“Ryan please!” I say grabbing the sheets. He removes his fingers and moves back up to my face and kisses me all over my neck. He shoves his length in to me, He trusts hard and fast. I scream in pain
“RYAN STOP STOP IT HURTS!” He holds me down. He does it all with a huge smile on his face.
“Oh baby your nice” He smiles.
“Please stop” I plead. He keeps going harder and harder. I pass out.
The next morning I wake up with my bags packed beside me and my parents in my doorway.
“Get out you slut.” My last ‘Dad’ said with his arms crossed.
“It wasn’t me” I say getting up from the bed. He comes at me with such force and grabs me and throws me down the stairs then throws my bag down on to me.
“Fuck.” I say grabbing my head after it hits the wall. I get up and grab my bag. “You can’t do this!” I say tears filling my eyes.
“GET THE FUCK OUT” he rushes down the stairs and shoves me out of the door and slam it.
END OF FLASHBACK.
“Izzy im truly not like him” Vic reaches out to rub my arm but I step over a little just so he can’t reach me.
“Please don’t” I say shrugging my shoulders. Vic grabs me and kisses me right straight on the lips, His tongue enters my mouth exploring everywhere. I pull away.
“Let me show you I’m not like him” I turn away from him.
“Vic you don’t understand what will happen to me.” I look out to all the cars driving by.
“Explain then.” He demands
“They catch us and I get taken away from your house. And I like it there, I don’t want to risk it. I haven’t been in a good home for a long time.” I sit down on the crib.
“Then we don’t tell anyone” He sits down beside me.
“I can’t.” I look down to the ground.
“Yes you can” He moves my hair away from my face and kisses my cheek.