Kissing her was magical, she couldn't be more perfect. I've never felt this way about someone before.
Izzy has been avoiding me since the party, I just want us to be perfect. I can’t hide my feelings from her, I need to tell her how I feel.
“You not eating Vic?” My mom asks. I look over at Izzy.
“Not feeling good, I’m going to bed.” I get up from the table and push my chair in hard and walk in the kitchen.
“I’m finished” I think Izzy says. I know it’s Izzy when she enters the kitchen; I set my plate down and turn to face her.
“We need to talk.” She walks by me and sets her plate in the sink.
“No we don’t. Nothing to talk about.” She smiles and starts to walk away.
“Wait.” I say while thinking about what I should say next.
“What? Do you need a tampon or something?” She grins and walks away.
“YEAH! THANKS FOR ASKING!” I laugh a little. That was clearly a joke since I am a guy. Wait I hope it was a joke. I walk up to her room and knock on the door, when she opens in my mind goes blank. What do I say?
“u-uh hey there” OMG RETARD!
“Uh.. what do you need?” She says holding the door open for me, I walk in and sit down on her bed.
“Well, we need to talk about what happened at the party.” She walks over to the window and looks out.
“No Vic we really don’t. It happened. I don’t like you so it doesn’t change anything. All you need to do is get over it” She smiles at me. Fuck, did she really just say that?
“I..I” I stutter.
“All you need to do is get out.” She’s gone cold.
“But Izzy..” did I kiss her wrong? Why doesn't she love me?. Fuck I fucked up again.
“But Vic, its simple, you use your legs. Left right left right.” I start to tear up; I really don’t even know what to say. I get up and rush out of the room and slam the door, I punch the wall in anger making a huge hole.
“WHAT THE FUCK IZZY!” I rush in to room and grab a bag and throw a whole bunch of clothes in it and once I get out of my room, there’s Izzy standing there.
“Vic, calm down.. please.” I can tell she’s clearly upset.
“No Izzy, this time you’re the one who doesn't 'understand’.” Right as I’m about to walk off she pushes me in to my room and closes the door with her foot and kisses me.
“Vic I understand.” I kiss her back thinking maybe this time it will work out.
“I lied okay, I do really like you.” She smiles holding my face with her right hand.
“Izzy” I grab her face and kiss her again. Julia opens my door and sees us kissing, I open my eyes and see Julia standing there.
“You fucking promised!” Izzy turns around and gasps.
“Julia..” Julia rolls her eyes.
“No, that’s it. I’m letting mom and dad know.” She looks down the hall to the stairs.
“Please no. I’ll do anything.” Izzy begs.
“Anything?” Julia says with a evil look on her face.
“Yes. Anything.” I look down at Izzy as she’s a few inches shorter than me.
“Anything?” I say wondering what she would really do, She turns to me and nods.
“Okay, great.” Julia grins and walks off slowly to her room.
“What do you think she’s gonna make you do?” I say turning Izzy back to me.
“It doesn’t matter. See this is why this, us, is a bad idea” She puts her hand up to her forehead and shakes her hand, she sighs and walks out of my room.
“We can work through it.” I smile while following her out.
“No, I’m not gonna have to go through another person finding out about us. Just..I’m going to bed” She walk to her room fast and closes the door. FUCK, this is why I fucking hate Julia.
“Young man.” I look over to my right to see my dad standing there. “Explain that hole in the wall” He points to the wall beside Izzy’s room.
“It was a mistake.” I look down at the ground to show him I’m truly sorry.
“Tomorrow you will go buy stuff to fix it. You’ll be fixing it yourself.” He turns around and starts walking away.
“I don’t know how to” He turns around and shrugs his shoulders.
“Figure it out.” He smiles and walks downstairs. I sigh and walk back in my room and close the door. Figure it out? How the fuck do I do that?. I take my shirt off and throw it in the hamper, and throw myself on my bed. I roll on to my back and place my hands on my abs.
“Why is this so fucked up? Ugh” I put my hands on my face and wipe them down my face while sighing.
“Vic what the fuck are you doing? You can get any girl you want. Why don’t you have this one?” I say to myself quietly. Izzy is just so hard to read, you can never really tell what she’s thinking.
The next morning, I wake up and check the clock. 10:30, I hear people talking downstairs. I rush out of bed and throw a new shirt on and walk down stairs, I see Izzy sitting on the couch across from my parents.
“Ah great Vic, come sit.” My mom says waving me over. I walk over and keep my eyes on Izzy, She just shrugs.
“What’s this all about?” I say sitting down beside Izzy.
“Well, Your sister Julia has informed us , about something you two have been doing.” I gulp and tents up.
“Go on.” I say scared out of my mind.
“About at the party you two took your sister to on Friday, Come on Vic you know your sister is was to young.” I breathe out in relief.
“Mom she’s fifteen, I think she can handle a party.” I say looking up at my mom then Izzy. I see Izzy is relieved also.
“Vic this isn’t up for discussion, No more parties for the both of you.” She says while rubbing my dad’s knee telling him to back her up.
“Your mom is right, No parties till we think you can be responsible.” He smiles.
“Great, are we done here?” I just want to stay away from Izzy till she’s sure, I’m not putting myself out there to just get my heart crushed.
“Yes” My mom says, After she says that I get up from the couch fast and walk in to the kitchen. Shortly after I get myself some food Izzy enters the kitchen.
“Thank god it was just about the party” She says jokingly.
“Yeah sure.” I say kinda harshly.
“So you gonna tell me why you’re so bitchy or should I just guess?” She says pouring herself a glass of orange juice.
“You know damn well why I’m like this.” I shoot the death look at her. She puts her hand up in defence.
“Great, my fault just great.” She sets her full glass down and walks off.