I did a whole bunch of tests, I'm aloud to go home today. I still haven't seen anyone, It's just been me here alone. I desperately wanted to get out of here. I was sick of the crappy meals, mean nurses and these stupid robes. I'm a bit scared to go back "home", What if cause I'm going to prison they won't want me any more?. I don't know how they will feel about this, I might end up alone again.
I got home and no one has spoken to me.
"Hello?" I say entering the house. I felt a sense of relief to be back here, to be honest I kinda missed it. I heard someone walk up behind me, I turned around to be facing Claire, I felt anger build up inside of me.
"Hey buttercup, How are you?" She said as if nothing happened.
"Don't talk to me." I blurted out. Vic then showed up and put his arm around her. I dropped my mouth open in shock. I flipped Vic off then ran up to my room, my whole body still hurt from that night, I lost a lot of blood. I got a lot back from the hospital, but I was still a bit weak. Once I reached my room I burst in to tears, unable to control them. I haven't cried in a few days, this felt good. I really just need to get away from here, away from the drama, anyway from it all. I grabbed my suitcase out of my closet, I grabbed everything I came here with, everything I came to this house with. I didn't want to take the clothes they bought me, I didn't want to take anything they bought me. I just need to get away for a few days to think about everything. I also just wanted to get away from Vic, before he could cause me any more pain then he already has. I opened my room door, and made my way to the front door when Julia stepped in front of me.
"Don't. Please I beg you, Don't leave me." She started tearing up, I wondered why she all of a sudden cared about me. I hugged her and whispered.
"I'm sorry, I need to go. I'll call you as soon as possible. I'm leaving my phone here and everything. I just need to go somewhere, somewhere you guys won't be able to find me." right then and there Ryan's house popped in to my head. They wouldn't think to look there, I know he just almost killed me, But they wouldn't look there. No Izzy, that's a bad idea, don't go there. I took those thought out of my head when Vic came downstairs. I rolled my eyes and let go of Julia and walked out the door.
"Izzy wait." Vic followes me outside, I instantly broke in to tears, again. I hated crying in front of people, but I was crying because of him.
"Please, Just give me a break. You just keep hurting me, and I'm tired, I can't handle any more. So please just let me walk away just this one time. Vic your killing me, I'm dying inside. Please just give me a break for once." I was in a whispered, tired voice. I wipe my tears and turn around to walk away. I just want to leave on that, I don't want to say any more. I looked back to see him now crying, He clearly understood I didn't want to talk to him any more. I wanted to leave this life behind, start fresh. I then remember, that I'm supposed to go to prison soon. I honestly don't give a fuck about that any more. It's not my fault that girl fought back, not my fault she jumped on me again. It was a fair fight, she got some hits and so did I. I didn't know that was gonna kill her! I shouldn't be going to jail for that! I also hated myself at the same time for starting that fight. I could have just let her kiss Vic, I could have just let it happen.
I didn't know where I was going, all I knew was I wanted to get out of here, Fast. I honestly didn't care what anyone thought of me at this point, I was broken. I'm not thinking of where I am going to go, how long I'm gone, who will miss me. I didn't give a shit about any of that any more. I kinda just want to die, That would solve a lot of problems, Vic could date Claire, Plus they wouldn't have to worry about me any more. Julia could date Jake without feeling bad, since I "had" him first. Their whole family's lives could go back to normal. Back to when they didn't have me in their house. And as for me, I would have no more problems, since I would be dead.
I found a park bench not to far from my school, I really just needed some sleep. Tomorrow I would go to school, and talk to Vic and Julia about this all. All I really needed was to get out of that house, Maybe not to leave forever, just get out for now. Maybe I shouldn't go to school, maybe I should just leave, Forget all about this life.