The group home was a big brink house, with bars on the windows. I knew I would feel like prisoner in here, I don't know if I can handle it.
I got out of the car and ran to the back to grab my bags, I opened the trunk and grabbed as much as i could.
"Need some help?" Vic says while coming around to the back of the car, I look up at him and try and hold back the tears.
"Sure." I sniffle, I wipe my nose with the back of my hand. I have to leave, leave him. I can feel the tears coming, I sigh and hold them back with all my might. I make my way to the front door, I find a nice old looking lady, she smiles and grabs one of my bags.
"Welcome, you must be Izzy." She sets my bag down and pulls me in for a hug, I guess she's one of those touchy touchy people. I let her hug me, when we break apart I smile. "We will bring your bags in, you have a few minutes to say goodbye for now." She smiles and waves over some other girls, they grab my bags and shut the door behind them. I turn to all of them, I let the tears fall down my cheek, I can't hold them back anymore, I have to say goodbye to my family. The people who dropped everything and brought me in to their home, I never wanted to say goodbye. They came a gave me a huge group hug, I cried into Julia's shoulder. I never want to let go of them, We break apart and I see them all having tears now. I smile and wipe my tears away.
"I guess this is goodbye." My voice becomes crackly, weak, you could hear the sadness behind it. I tried to smile and act okay, It was hard.
"Yeah." I looked over at Kayla and Jim, they waved and blew kisses before returning to the car. Julia hugged me again and cried a bunch, she went back to the car after a few minutes. Then there was Vic, Last person I had to say goodbye to, The rest of the family couldn't see us from here, I hope. I grabbed him and kissed him, Kissed him like it was the last time I was ever gonna kiss him.
"VIC!" I pushed him off and looked behind him, to find Kayla, I pushed him aside and started walking down the her, She moved backwards, as if I was some animal.
"Kayla I'm sorry, we were going to tell you." She shakes her head in anger and walks over to Vic and grabs his arm and drags him away to the car. Oh sometimes I hated her so much, I didn't even get to say goodbye, A kiss doesn't always mean goodbye. I walked up the house and opened the front door, there was girls in the living room, kitchen, everywhere. I was surprised to see some girls I knew, from back when I went to prison. I could feel myself shaking, I wasn't ready for this. I guess this is what I get for being jealous, I could have just let that stupid girl kiss Vic. I sighed, a few girls looked over and me and shook their heads. The old woman from outside came up and touched my arm, again with the touching.
"Come, Come. Every girl report the meeting room!" I didn't know old woman had the energy to yell. Everyone ran to this room, it was big and had a circle of chairs in the middle, the woman walked me over to a chair, I sat down. All the girls were staring at me, I smiled and tried to act friendly, they just kept a straight face. I wasn't meant to be here, I didn't fit in.
"Everyone, this is Izzy." The old woman sat down across from me. I smiled and waved. "Now we are going to go around the circle and say our names and why we are here and something about ourselves. The girls sighed, meaning they clearly didn't want to do this. She looked at the girl to her right.
"Hey, I'm alyson. I'm here because I rubbed a store, took all the money and shot three people. Something about me, Well I'm not really a bad person, my family just needed money." I smiled knowing she might be my friend, she seemed nice.
"Not really a bad person? bahahah. you hearing her girls?" This tall, blonde girl says. A bunch of girls around her start laughing, I look over at Alyson, she's hanging her head down.
"Hey, shut up. Let the woman speak." I gulp after saying that, what has gotten in to me?. I'm going to end up getting beat up or something.
"Thanks." Aylson says with a huge smile on her face.
"And who are you to tell me to shut up." I look over at the blonde girl who is now leaning forward.
" I'm Izzy Kurt, your worst nightmare." I give a smirk and let out a small laugh. I point to the girl beside Alyson. "Your turn." I smile. I can see the blond chick staring at me, I look over and give her a little wink. I really am not going to let her push me around, she's a no body, Just some stuck up bitch, who thinks she's so much better then everyone else. After a few other girls, we make it to the blonde girl, I look at her with a death glare.
"Well, I'm Lauren, I'm here cause I beat someone up to the point where they died, well it was three girls actually." She pauses and smiles. "something about me, Let's see, I'm not afraid of anyone, what's the worst one of you small twig bitches could do to me" she laughs at her own joke, I can just tell she's the bully of the group.
We get to me. "Hey, well I'm Izzy,I'm here because I killed a girl in a fight, Uh I was at a place like this before for killing one of my dad's. Something about me, I've been a foster kid all my life." I smile and lean back in my chair. I can see everyone staring at me, I smile.