A/n--- this is my first fanfiction and I'm really nervous haha please comment and favorite and tell me how I'm doing!! :) -tnt
Gone were all the butterflies in my stomach when I saw him. No longer did I feel those cute feelings you get when watching chick flicks... He has broke me. He walked into my life without notice and I didn't think I had let him in, but I had because no longer could I feel love towards anyone and I could no longer find anyone I wanted to think about.
Ben. Met over the summer and didn't think much at all about his hot, tall figure. Sure, he was younger but c'mon, he could pass as a senior in high school!
He called me princess, gave me nicknames, made plans with me, supported me, complimented me, walked me to class, texted me over the weekends and said "wakey wakey princess". But one day, it all stopped. I figured he was just having a bad day. But when one day turned into 2 and suddenly a week of flat out ignoring me, I knew something was up. What? I didn't know.
When I had enough and could no longer resist the urge to ask what had happened, I got my answer. Apparently, everything was MY fault. He didn't want a relationship with me, he said it couldn't happen. I told him I gave up on that awhile ago; I just wanted to be friends. But then he said the killing words, "okay, I will try to respect you more so you don't feel nonexistent" and then I lost it.
"If you have to try to respect me, I don't want that. I gave up on having fake friends a long time ago and if that's what you want to be with me, I don't want that"
And with his simple okay, we began to act like we had never spoken, he had never called me princess, and never liked me. He spread rumors about me saying I was "jacked up on hormones". I guess he never expected the people he told to turn around and tell me. Instantly, he became a loner for awhile because all the friends he made were mine, and now they all hated him for hurting me.
I will never believe in cute love stories. I will cringe if I'm called "princess" again. I will never fall easily. I will never trust again.