4 days later
January 25, 2014
I woke up and went downstairs and grabbed an apple, I went to my couch and sat down and turned on my t.v and flipped through the channels. "Justin Bieber" the reporter said and I dropped the control, I bent down and picked up the control. I looked back at the t.v, "Justin bieber early this morning was arrested and sent to jail in Miami Beach for Driving Under the Influence and Bieber was seen with a blond model Chantel Jeffries 21 years old, Are you still a Belieber and what do you think Hot babe justins ex thinks about this" I ran to my room and got my phone and dialed Pattie's Number. I waited anxiously, after 3 calls she answered "Hello" , "Uhmm pattie where's justin is he okay" there was a long pause "He's fine he just got out of jail" I sighed. "Evellyn is everything alright?" Pattie asked, "Yeah I just wanted to make sure justin was alright", "Do you want me to let him know" my eyes got big. "No no please don't tell him and I have to go pattie I'll talk to you later and take care", "Take care too and bye" I hanged up and threw my phone on the ground and it cracked the screen, I fell to the floor and buried my self into a little ball and cried. I can't believe justin is doing this to himself, I just hope he has forgotten about me. But I still can't forget about him because I still love him but I have to try to move on. My phone rang and it was Justin, I watched my phone ring 5 times and all the calls were from Justin. I grabbed my phone and turned the power off, I got up from the ground and grabbed my purse and left my house.
I was in the police station and I called my mom, "Hello" she sounded so weak, "Mom it's me justin" silence filled the air until she spoke "Justin Baby how are you" a tear slipped down and I broke down crying "Aww justin don't cry baby" I cried more "Mom I just lost Evellyn she probably hates me now even more and my beliebers too mom I have nothing left not even the love of my life, I don't deserve to live" I fell down to my knees. "Justin don't say that I'm pretty sure Evellyn doesn't hate you she still loves you, I know she still does you need to win her back honey never give up on your love for her" I stopped crying. "I don't know mom I broke her heart and her heart was already broken and I just broke it more and now her heart is to weak and fragile to love again", "Justin if you still love her you will fight for her and I have to go baby take care love", "Bye mom" I hanged up and sat down. I looked at my lock screen in my phone and a picture of Evellyn was still there and tears were forming again in my eyes but I tried not to cry. I dialed Evellyn's Number and called her but she didn't answer after 5 times of calling her I lost hope and put my phone away and closed my eyes hoping everything was just a nightmare and I would wake up and Evellyn would be cuddled up sleeping next to me and I would wake her up with good morning kisses. I opened my eyes and everything went back to reality and Evellyn wasn't mine. I haven't seen her in year almost and I can't stop thinking about her. "Justin you can leave now" I got up from my chair and i walked out of the police station and waved to my fans and got in the car.
I arrived back home hidden from paparazzi and I went to my room and looked into my mirror and it was like I was staring at a whole different person but yet I was satisfied about it because I was no longer myself, I dyed my hair black got a tattoo behind my ear of a music note and my makeup was done more differently and so were my clothes. Since Justin loved my hair before I decided to go against him and dye my hair black and changed my whole wardrobe and got a new phone. Just 6 more days until my return for the media to see me.