I got up from my bed and justin was sound asleep. I once again checked the time and it was 2:26 am. I got out of my room and went down stairs. I grabbed a piece of paper and pen, I at down on my couch and started writing
A few drops of tear left my eye as I finished writing the letter. I went back upstairs and left the letter on the table next to justin. I looked at him one more time, "I love you Justin" I grabbed my coat from my bed and walked out of my room and went down stairs and grabbed my car keys. I left my house and it was raining. I got in my car and drove off.
I was asleep when I heard Evellyn say "I love you Justin". I heard her go down stairs and the door close. I got up and put on my shoes and sweater. I went downstairs and she wasn't there. I looked out of the window and her car wasn't there anymore. I panicked and grabbed my car keys. I ran outside and got in my car. I drove off and looked for her. I went down the road were she might had gone and luckily I saw her car from a distance. I drove faster and was right behind her car.
I looked in my car mirror and saw Justin's car. My eyes got big and I drove faster. I went 90 on the road and couldn't see anything and everything went blurry.
She went faster and so did I. A truck came out of nowhere and Evellyn's car crashed and flipped over. My heart beat went faster. The car was flipped over on the ground. I quickly got out of my car and ran to her car. I pulled her out as fast as I can and carried her up bridal style. "Evellyn Evellyn" I yelled and she slightly opened her eyes. "I love ... You.. Justin , take care" she stuttered. "No Evellyn stay with me don't close your eyes stay strong for me baby" her face was cut and bleeding. Her eyes were slowly closing, "No Evellyn please baby Noo" I screamed as her eyes started closing shut. "Evellyn I love you" her eyes shut closed and I cried. "Evellyn" I screamed, I saw the ambulance from a distance and I waved my hand and they saw me and stopped. I picked Evellyn up and the guys took her away from me. "Let's take her to the hospital quick" they took her inside the ambulance car and they closed the door. "Can I go please I'm her boyfriend" I begged, "I'm sorry sir" the guy left and I got in my car and followed them. Tears were rushing down my face Evellyn my baby. I got to the hospital and they took her inside the hospital and I followed them. The doctors hurried inside the emergency room. "Sorry sir just the doctors right now" they closed the door and I broke down crying. I heard footsteps coming my way. "Justin" I saw my mom, scooter and Jt. I got up and ran to my mom and hugged her. I cried in her shoulder as she rubbed my back. "Baby it's going to be alright" I cried more and she took me to the waiting room. "How's Evellyn" scooter asked, I looked down "I don't know yet the doctors are still inside" scooter nodded and sat there patiently. I closed my eyes and Evellyn was on my mind. I cried again thinking about her. "Justin" I opened my eyes and saw Miley, Demi, Jaden, Ariana, Za, Ryan, Chaz and Fredo. "Are you ok" Demi looked at me worried. I shook my head no. "We'll be with you justin don't worry bro" Alfredo said. It made me feel a little better but not completely. 2 hours passed and the doctors were still inside. I waited there patiently thinking about Evellyn. Hoping she was alright and that nothing had happened to her. "Hmm Patients of Evellyn Carter" my head shot up and it was the doctor. "How's my baby tell me she's alright" I begged. The doctor had a serious face. "I'm sorry sir" my heart beat pumped faster. The doctor looked at me then down. "I'm sorry sir but Evellyn...." He paused and didn't say anything. "Evellyn got in a really bad car accident and she's in a coma and might not wake up" my vision started getting blurry, I dropped down to my knees crying. "Evellyn" I said softly, "I'm sorry Mr.Bieber but your girlfriend was already at risk of dying and you can't do anything about it, it has to take a Miracle for her to wake up" the doctor left and I turned to face my mom and everybody else. My mom had tears in her eyes. I looked at Jaden and he looked at me and turned away. "The doctor said she was already at risk of dying what does that mean" my voice grew louder. "Justin" my mom said softly she looked at me and she cried and turned to look away from me. Jaden stood up and looked at me. "Justin I don't know how your going to take this but, Evellyn was at risk of dying before, she sacrificed her life for you" I shook my head. "What why didn't you guys tell me she was at risk of dying" I ran my hands through my hair. "She told us not to tell you she didn't want you to know" Jaden took out a folded envelope. "She wrote this for you before her accident you should read it, it explains everything." I grabbed the letter from him and opened it.
Hopefully you are safe and reading this letter. I know a lot has happened lately. I know everything seems like a blur but I thought you should know this. The day you left I started getting anxiety again and not because of you. Please know that but anyways, I felt really horrible and I went to the doctor and the doctor said I can die anytime if I keep going this way and eventually I kept going the same. I felt like I couldn't go any longer, I felt tired and sick all the time. But I tried my best not to show it. I didn't want you to find out justin I didn't want you to feel the way I did because I'm hurting. Justin remember the day Edwin came and well he told me he would kill you and everyone I love. Since I brought so much pain to you and I don't want to see you hurting I've decided to do what's best and made a choice and I hope your not mad. Know that I don't have much time left and I just wanted to say I Love you always and thank you for everything you've done for me. For bringing me happiness and love for caring for me when Nobody else did. I hope One Day you'll move on and find your self a beautiful women that you love and will love you till the end. I hope you'll be happy because that's all I ever wanted. I want you to get married and have beautiful kids and live happily. Thanks justin for bringing me joy and for filling those dark places in my heart with happiness. All I wanted is Love and you gave me that. I did everything what I did to protect you Well Justin I have to go take care. I love you and hopefully we see each other in the future sometime.
Yours Truly ; Evellyn Carter
Tears fell down my cheek and hit the floor. "Evellyn" I whispered. Everyone kept their eyes on me. "I want to see her I want to see my baby" the doctor nodded and I went inside. There she was laying on the hospital bed with cables around her. Her face had cuts and bandages. I walked up to her and she had a wire through her nose to help her breath. "Evellyn baby please wake up" I touched her hand and it was cold and soft. I looked at her left hand and the ring that I gave her was still on her finger. That whole hand wasn't cut or bleeding it looked perfectly new. I stared at it wondering how it could be. "Baby I need you wake up please" and nothing, her eyes were still closed and everything still stayed the same. "Evellyn I'll be right here till you wake up I love you" my mom walked in and stood next to me. "Justin" she said softly, "Yes" her eyes shifted from me to Evellyn. "Can I have a moment with her" I nodded and walked out of the room. Everyone looked at me with hope in their eyes. I sighed and walked back to my seat. I slowly closed my eyes and everything went black. Let it be a nightmare please I want my baby.
My eyes were closed and as hard as I tried to open them and wake up I couldn't. I can hear the voices around me but I can't respond back. Should I fight to wake up or should I just give up and finally rest. I know I have a lot of people hoping for me to wake up. My fans and Justin. Especially Justin, I know he is suffering right now but it's not what I expected him to be like. I want to see him. His smile, his laugh just him. I lay there with machines around me supporting me through every way. Could I go any longer. All these thoughts ran through my mind.