8. The Truth Of Elizabeth Calder
Well I walked down stairs and they were all laughing and well happy their not going to be happy anymore I cleared my throat and all the attention was on me now Louis asked " why weren't you at the club mate?" I was almost in tears trying to find the right words I fell to my knees and blurted it out " Elizabeth was r-raped by her b-b-b-boyfriend " I was completely in tears I looked up and everyone was in tears Eleanor was the worst though i feel so bad for not following them I should have saved her because I, I think I love her.
I woke up to quiet sobbing coming from the corner of my room I sat up slowly then the person said " I'm so sorry Izzy I should have known your my baby sister you were to young I'm so sorry I've tried to protect you all my life and I've failed " she came over to me and I wrapped my arms around her and said " it wasn't your fault El I love you and you know that I was just stupid to date him it wasn't your fault " by this point we were both in tears then Louis came in and hugged both of us he whispered to me " Izzy were all here for you don't be ashamed to tell us anything if you need someone to talk too were all here for you no matter what we all love you some more then others " what did he mean by some more then others me and El and Lou are know cuddled up watching the Telly I was in between Lou and El I felt loved for the first time in a long time after a while I drifted to sleep.
Me and Eleanor left Izzy so she could sleep we went down stairs and the boys were all scattered around the room with red puffy eyes there heads shot up and Harry was the first to speak " is Izzy ok " I nodded and said " she went to sleep and have any of you seen her eat since she came? " Zayn spoke up and said " well I saw her drink juice but that was it " " I'm worried about her she looks so skinny like you could see her bones " Harry said " ya when I was helping her change she didn't want me to pick up her shirt and she said to turn around but i could hear her wince in pain and I could tell she was struggling " maybe I'll talk to her later.
I woke up soar from head to toe I slowly sat up and just then Louis entered the room he whispered " hey love are you feeling better? " I nodded with a weak smile I scooted over and he climbed in next to me. He looked down at me and said " Elizabeth Elise Calder tell me the truth " I sighed and took a sharp breath and sighed I closed my eyes and re opened them I said " well when Eleanor left to become a model I started getting bully by people telling me my sister is way prettier then me that I'm fat useless a whore slut bitch so I took it to far and then James came into my life he was sweet and the perfect boyfriend but when I turned 14 everything changed he started abusing me physically and verbally he would hit me cut me slap me and he tried many times to have sex with me and I took that to far and I stopped eating and I started cutting so when I went back to school everything got worse the football team started to bully me they would call me names and hit me the girls were a little nicer well some were some were really mean I never told Eleanor this but my parents know when I was in the locker room it was just me and I didn't know there was this girl named Alexis and she was the schools slutty cheerleader I didn't know she was behind me and I turned around and she stabbed me in the stomach so that's the truth Louis and it hurts so bad " right know me and Louis were both in tears he pulled me closer and hugged me. He asked " can I see the scars " i said " yes but I want the rest to see let's go down stairs " we headed down stairs and everyone's head shot in my direction Louis said " Izzy wants us to see the scars " he nodded towards me I pulled up my shirt and I could hear gasps and " oh my god " I had cuts a scar and bruises all around Niall said " is that all please tell me that's all " I shook my head no and turned around and there was a slash on my side bruises on my back and shoulders I pulled my shirt down and Eleanor came up to me and asked " why, why didn't you tell me I could have helped " Louis came up and said " Eleanor you wouldn't be much help " she looked back at me and asked in a stern voice " what did they do to you Elizabeth " I looked down then she yelled right in my face " WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU ELIZABETH " I fell to my knees and curled in a ball and said " please don't hurt me please don't I'm so sorry I'm so sorry please I won't do it again " I started crying my whole world just fell apart from everything I'm still a nobody I'm still an outsider I'm still alone I'm still broken I'm still unloved. ;(