It had been days since that little incident happened with Emma, the boys were leaving today. It was the day I dreaded out of them all. I was currently helping Harry pack, Emma was helping Niall. I folded a blue shirt. I put it in a bag,
"Are you gonna forget me?" I asked as I placed more shirts in Harry's suitcase.
He laughed, "That's not possible Bella,"
"Sure it is..." I mumbled, under my breath. Harry couldn't hear it.
All the sudden my phone started ringing, It was Taylor!! We haven't talked in forever! I quickly grabbed my phone and answered as fast as I could. I had the biggest grin on my face that I couldn't seem to wipe off.
"Hi Bella! Still up for that song?"
"Oh my gosh, TOTALLY!"
"Can we work tomorrow?"
"Okay, see you then,"
I quickly hung up, I did my little happy dance as Harry laughed at me. Harry looked at me for a minute before he sighed. I frowned and looked at him but he turned his head away.
"Bella?" He asked nervously.
"Yeah?" I asked just as nervous, seriousness swept over us.
"I think after I leave," he cleared his throat. "I think we should forget that these past few weeks happened..."
My mouth opened but no words came out, my mouth was just opening and closing, no sounds dared to come out. I felt tears fill my eyes. But not one left my eye. My vision started getting blurry from these tears. I didn't know what to say. I mean what was I supposed to? I can't just forget him.
"Truly, Madly, Deeply" he said looking at me.
"What?" I asked. The words barely stumbled out of my mouth,
"I'm Truly, Madly, Deeply inlove with you..." He said. He looked down and zipped up his bag and looked at me.
"Goodbye Bella..." He said, his sweet soft lips brushing against my forehead.
Then he was gone... Just gone... Everything that happened just slipped out of my grip... Everything I held onto and said I'd never let go just slipped out from me... Then it finally kicked in, I wasn't going to see Harry again... I wasn't ever going to feel his lips meet mine, or our hands intertwine. I wasn't gonna feel his arms wrap around me protectively, I wasn't gonna feel his hot breath on my neck, I wasn't gonna feel him cuddle up next to me late at night,
He's gone... He left right before my eyes...
I felt my world slowly crumble around me, he was my everything... How was I supposed to do this? I can't do this... I'm not strong enough for this... I'm not ready for this... There's only one thing to do now, one choice,