17. 15. Cut Me Not You
After he was done he looked at me and walked closer to me and grabbed my hands, I quickly pulled away. He sighed. "Harry?" I asked, he looked at me. "Remember when we first met? When we were outside the hotel and I was upset because of Kylan?" He smiled and nodded. "You didn't mean a word you said! Your right, your not what the tabloids say you are! Your worse! First Kendall now this Ashley girl? Who do you think you are? And who do you think I'm!?!? I told you I was sensitive! But I'm guessing that went in one ear and out the other? Just stay away from me!" I said as I ran back towards my house.
I felt my feet start to ache as soon as I got to my porch. I walked inside and saw Emma and Niall staring at me. "I need time alone to think." I said as I ran to my room. I ran into my bathroom and locked the door. I heard Emma banging on the door. "Bella!?!?!? Don't be stupid! Don't do this!!!" She screamed. I went under the sink and found a razor. Then I heard the door kicked in. Lucky I still had the bathroom one. I cut a straight line. Then another. Then another, until I had five red lines on my arms. The bathroom door was soon kicked in when I saw Harry standing there. He gasped and grabbed my arm. "No!" He yelled. "Remember what I told you on that first night we met?" I nodded. But then shook my head, "Harry no don't-" but it was too late. He already had 5 cuts on his arm. I looked at him in disbelief.
"Bella, please don't leave me I'm so sorry..." He said. I looked in his eyes and saw love, sadness, pain, I didn't know what to say. I started to cry. He looked at me and pulled me in a hug. "No, No Bella please don't cry it will be okay, I promise." He said as I quietly sobbed in his shirt. "Please, don't leave me..." He begged. I looked up at him. "I won't... I'm sorry..." I said. He only hugged me tighter. Emma came in behind him so did Niall. "B-bella?" She asked with tears in her eyes. I looked up at her. "I'm so sorry-" she cut me off. "You promised Bella!!! I don't think it's a good idea for you guys to go out. I'm sorry but I think Harry and Niall need to leave! Forget these last 3 weeks ever happened. Now just go," she said. I stared at her for a minute. I shook my head. "It's not your house Emma!!!" I yelled. Harry hugged me again. "Shhh, Shhh, don't worry I'm not leaving." He whispered. Emma stared at me. "Bella, remember when Kylan said he wouldn't leave? Bella boys will only break you please please listen! When you love somebody pain kinda comes in the package," she said almost crying.