8. Valentines Day. Chapter 7
Great today's the day.
Today is Valentines Day. Yay. I'm not so happy because I have never spent a valentines day without my dad. My ACTUAL dad. I miss him like hellllll! He used to take me somewhere. Like a holiday for 1 night and 2 days because he was that special to me. And I seem to very special to him. I think he died. My mum never really told me so I just tell everyone he died in a car crash. I'm pretty sure that's what happen anyway. My mother was always a bitch to me. She never loved me as much as my dad. My dad was a true lover. I'm used to not getting what I want because my mother never tried or gave me what I wanted. Kian is gone. I'm just done now. I think I'm done, done with him. Charli, she can go fuck a pineapple. I'm pissed right off with her!!! She was my Bestfriend. Forever & Always. But now. Never & Always. I need you Dad please.
"Courtney, please listen." I heard the familiar voice. It was obviously Kian.
I was so mad at him buy I just NEED him. I had to forgive him. Wait NO! He cheated on me, embarrassed me and he just seems to hate me. "I love you babe. Please give me a chance. Obviously you saw, I think, she kissed ME. SHE KISSED ME. Not ME KISS HER!" "Kian please go away. I said it so calm and soft. Like I loved him. We'll i do. I just- I'm mad. "Courtney you don't understa-" "NO KIAN. YOU DONT UNDERTSAND! I THOUGHT YOU REALLY CARED FOR ME! MY PARENTS ABSOLUTELY HATE ME, I HAVE NO FRICKEN BOYFRIEND, I HAVE NO BESTFRIEND BECAUSE SHE LIKED MY EX AND WHAT DO I DO. RUN AWAY. IM EVENTUALLY GOING TO DIE! SO LEAVE ME!!" I turned around and shouted at him. I don't care. If I hurt him. He hurt me more. "Just please please please be my-" "Be what Kian!?" "MY VALENTINE!" I looked at him. Just how beautiful his hazel brown eyes are. His pinky red lips made me shiver. I wanted to put my lips on his. Make him want me and never do what he did again. His he a slut? Like I don't know. He could do anything to me. What do I do!!! "You don't have to say yes. But walk away if it's a no. I don't wanna hear you say it." "Kian." "Yes?" "I will be yours." "YES!" "Don't think you have gotten away with it. Your still in trouble. I'm so mad I could... Idk but I'm saying yes because I love you too much to let you go. Forever & Always." "Courtney I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I promise this Valentines day will be your favourite memory." He winks at me and kisses my forehead. "Love you." "I love you more." I respond so innocently. All though I was mad at him, I loved him. Being Kian's made me realise how lucky I was. Kian is is always gonna be a friend. He's never gonna get out of my life. I kissed Kian making him want more. I wasn't happy so I wasn't letting him get away with it.