He found himself there again, the place he would cry without being seen, the place he could show how broken he is without being noticed, he's just broken up with his girlfriend, he loved her so much, he didn't know he'd live to see the day they're not together, he thought that would be the day they die, he didn't want to believe that they weren't together anymore. Tears fell out of his eyes like a waterfall. He was planning on proposing to her the next week ,he wanted to spend his whole life with her, he knew he had to move on sooner or later, but he didn't want too. He reached into his pocket and got a picture out, it was of them together, he cried harder, "I love you" he whispered, he had been saying that a lot lately, but he felt like no one was ever going to love him back.
He was caught smoking the week before, he regretted it but it seemed to be the only way to get rid of all the pain anymore, he had not only disappointed the fans, he made himself hate himself even more than he did before, he didn't understand why they still loved him, he didn't even love himself, part of him was saying that they didn't actually lie him anymore that they were just pretending to love him, but he didn't know why. He just wanted everything to get better, he wanted to wake up the next day and realise that it was just a bad dream, a nightmare, but that won't happen because this was real.
He found himself there again, in his bed of tears.
:( this is so sad..... I WANT TO TAKI WITH JUSTIN ON THE PHONE, SO I NEED HIS NUMBER!!! The confident music video is so good, too much for my heart to handle.... his last video as a teenager, my heart hurts... sorry if it isn't good.