11. what i'm thinking
In the title it's BRIGHT AS FUCK👆. I can't see how people except me about my weight. When i go to mall's or any place that has food in it i get embarrassed because you never know when someone from school is going to be hey and stuff in front of my family but at school they tease me. There's only one person that teases me about it from time to time and that is Lakendrick. He says it when nobody is around me but i try and shake it off but it keeps replaying in my mind every time. It's in my genes to be big, my mom is big so is my dad. Kinda on both sides of my family has diabetes and i try to cut back, but someone always brings me something i'm not supposed to eat. I would say no but that someone will bring it anyways. That's like how these girls out here are sayin that their fat your not! You guys are the main ones that have a small stomach and waist then pinch your stomach and see how much is in your fingers next thing you here out your mouth is "oh i'm fat!". If your not in Federal Way, Washington then come see fat. You might even see me for christ sake! I'm not saying that everyone in Fed is fat, when you come you might see me. Most people are probably like "oh yeah she's right" or they start laughing because it's true. I'm not even doing this for attention, i just write out my feelings on here like i said in the blurb thingy. I hate writing at school but i like writing on here because i can write whatever and express what i feel. I don't tell anybody about my feelings this is the only way i express myself. I can't even tell my sister about my feelings and we're really close. I'm closer to her than anybody else. I'm fucking broken inside about this, drew, everything. I'm just broken.