2. some emotional shit (sorry if you don't like profanity)
Well you guys already know about me so let's cut to the chase. This chapter is going to be about my crush and my sensitive fucking feelings.
Elijah. I remember i started liking Elijah from last summer. I realized how much i missed him, so i thought deeply then i tested myself. I asked myself what do you like about him.
( so fucking predictable right ) I said his personality and his smile. ( he has dimples ) That's how you know i'm falling pretty hard 😌
So school started i told my closest friends and they were shocked. Some were like: "ewwww" or "why him????" then i would tell them the story. Most of my friends have my back, but some still don't.
It was like the middle of september when i finally got the guts to tell him. So i told Elijah i had to talk with him, so i told him to come on and one of my closest friends went with me just in case something went wrong. I was scared at first then he start to walk away, but i pulled him back so i can tell him. I said "Elijah...... i like you!!!! ( but not loud enough for his friends to hear ) This is what Elijah said "Oh. It's ok you'll always be my sister tho"
( not by blood idiots ) I was relieved, but heartbroken. I was heartbroken because, he basically said i was going to be "friend zoned" .
Do you know what it feels like to be "friend zoned"?
Well that's my emotional shit if you don't like the profanity then fuck off. Nobody is forcing you to read this so bye fuckers!!!!!!! 😝