Me, Myself, and I

This is going to be about Me and emotional bullshit and all sorts. Sometimes not emotional, but ok. Also EVERY FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE!!!! (obviously)

LACE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Well, i basically just read all my chapters and what i used to say. I must have been in some deep shit because i did one hell of a job with all that writing. The weird thing is that i started from my last chapter until i got to the first chapter. But in one of my chapters i explained why i cried to sleep one night was because of my grandma Pete. There was this beautiful(and i mean it) necklace with diamonds inside of it, that i got on christmas. I found a note that came with it and it said "Happy Birthday! I can't wait to see you turn 13 next week, your growing up so fast. I love You!". She was supposed to give me that necklace on my birthday this year (April 26). My dad gave it to me on christmas because if he gave it to me on my birthday, i would cry. I don't like crying in front of people btw. The fact is that she was supposed to give it to me this year in person, but she can't because she's fucking DEAD!! She can't see the "birthday girl". The first time i met her i was 2, and that was the last time i got to see her. I don't remember a thing from the time i saw her. I only remember getting on the plane that's it. That was 12.5 years ago( do math people i was 2. 10 years is 12 and im turning 13. i was turning 3 that year). That's sad i don't remember shit, but when i seen the necklace i immediately started to think about her. Grandma Pete was a very beautiful women (i seen her in pictures) she was more beautiful than i can ever be. She was that women that always had her hair and nails done(that's what i heard obviously!). She too much fluid in her leg so they were going to cut it off. During the operation something happened and she ended up dying.

So now that i think about it, they lied to me ( they- my dad and grandma). The said she was sick, and i just found out it was during operation! WTH IS WITH PEOPLE KEEPING SECRETS AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1.MADDIE 2.DAD AND GRANDMA 3.MY UNCLE (ITS A DIFFERENT STORY). WHY????!!!?!?!? WHY IS ALL I'M ASKING, BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO HAVE AN ANSWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO THEY HAVE NO RESONABLE OR VAILID REASON WHY THEY LIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




LAST KINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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