18. Let's get real
OK so let's get real about a few things.
1. i DON'T LIKE ELIJAH ANYMORE
2.I LIKE MY BOYFRIEND AND ONLY HIM
3.The last chapter i was letting it all out
4.i DON'T HATE ANGEL BUT NOW HE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE HURT
5.I just wanted to talk to you guys about this list so yeah
I'm so glad to have you guys read this, while i'm letting out emotion. I honestly feel like i'm becoming a softy because i'm an emotional wreck. BUT I ONLY cry when it's the right time or if i need to let it out, then i feel better and shit. I fucking hate being emotional but i can't just hold everything in or else i'm going to end up like my uncle, Bipolar. I don't want to end up like that and live with someone the other voice would listen to. So i can't be worse. I want to have kids, a husband, a career, I want a life, and in order for me to get that life i have to let it out. If i have any sins i want to be forgiven, i want them to wash away, i want to be healed. And all of this is the truth.