24. everything that is going on
Since tryouts i don't want anything to do with volleyball. Some people want me as manager but i don't want to.
Well enough of that.. i want to talk about my relationship with Alex. If i didn't tell you guys sorry. Me and Alex haven't been really talking, i don't want to be that one clingy girlfriend that gets too attached. I've been giving him a lot of space, i text him he reads it but doesn't respond. I am honestly asking for your guys advice, i really need it. Usually i would give my friends advice about their relationships but look at mine. My own boyfriend won't talk to me, i feel like i did something to make him not talk to me. I'm going to tell him to read this whole thing, just so he knows how i feel. I can't tell him because i don't want him to freak out and think that i'm breaking up with him because i don't want to. I just miss that spark i feel in my stomach when we used to talk. Now that we barely talk i don't blush, i don't get butterflies, i don't get sparks, and i don't feel fireworks. I have one question and that question is, If i was clingy would he talk to me more or nah?
you see what i did there, or nah?
this smile just hides everything that's going on. Thats it.