DAMN! I haven't been on here in a week, surprisingly i've been busy with a volunteer cook out thing i did 4 days ago and being lazy. I'm so confused, I feel like i move on but i'm really stuck in the same place. What I mean is with me liking Elijah, i feel like "fuck dat nigga it's his loss" but i also feel like "i wish his arms were wrapped around me". I'm going back to school soon and it's like i have to face him and other people (more like idiots), but when i'm in his face we're friends. He thinks i don't like him anymore, so does everybody else except Kazie. Now Kazie knows everything, she has been supporting me (why do i sound like i was an alcholic or somethin). Kazie is like "you have to get on that train and leave the station (forget him and move on),and there's no turning back." . I told her i moved on but i 'm stuck or the train doesn't have any coal to run on (or whatever trains run on). Sometimes i feel like "maybe i should give him another chance of trying to get him to like me" then other times i feel like "no he doesn't deserve me, he wouldn't want me anyway". I NEED HELP!!!! Can you guys please comment what i should do, i don't really want to tell Kazie because she's going to be on my ass. I don't need Kazie mad at me.... over Elijah. I need to think straight but then my mind will drift off and the memory of the dream will pop up, and i don't need or want that at the moment.
FUCK THEM FAKE ASS THOTS STAY REAL👏✌
MY VIEWS MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND NOT YOURS 😎😎😎
LACE THE FUCK UP😝😝😝