Me, Myself, and I

This is going to be about Me and emotional bullshit and all sorts. Sometimes not emotional, but ok. Also EVERY FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE!!!! (obviously)

LACE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!


32. 6 almost 7 days old

Sanaa Marie Miles born 6/14/14 5.2 pounds 17.5 in. 8:55 am


When she came out I thought I was going to cry, she came out purpleish blue. The doctors put her on top of my aunt for a second then took her off, they didn't want to tell her she's not breathing. They called in 2 more nurses, it took them 4 minutes to revive her. The thing is her heart beat was still going, but she wasn't breathing. Now that tells me that god and all his angels were watching over her, making sure she was going to stay alive one way or another. I was holding my breath, because i thought she wouldn't make it. Then they said she has a heartbeat but she's not breathing, that's when i knew she's going to make it.

She didn't like me at first, when she got in my arms she started crying. I thought i did something wrong or she just didn't like me. Now that she's home she has been warming up on me, she has even slept on my stomach twice! I still think she kinda doesn't like me because every time i have her 15 minutes later she poops a load, just my luck. Man she's glad she's a newborn baby or else i would've left her there just for her mom. Jk i wouldn't do that, i actually love kids, but some i can't handle.


Sorry i didn

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