Thoughts of a Dead Girl

Hi I'm a 16 year old girl, and I don't care about looks or how I act or even what I say or do because of one good reason...
I'm dead.
Yeah I know what your thinking. "Why would you do that? Your so young! You had your whole life ahead of you and you threw it all away!"
But my life was a hell to me and to properly explain what was going though my head I'm going to show you some of my thoughts.
So here's a dead girls thoughts.

*This book mentions cutting and suicide*


5. family

 Well I need to tell you some things about me like, I'm 16 and dead and happier than I have been for a while... a long while.

I know my family loved me but they just didn't know what to do with me, you could tell this by the long list of doctors which have tried to figure out what was going on in my head. But I was scared if I said what I thought I would be treated like a china doll or be the disappointment of the family, the broken one, the stupid one, the one who can't look after herself or the one who can't make the right choice. I didn't want to be known as that so I kept my mouth shut. 

I was fine not telling anyone it just meant I had to wear a fake smile all day every day, but it was worth it to make my family happy and for them to see me as 'happy'.

Now I'm dead I have nothing to worry about, it got all left behind, I don't have to lie anymore or put on a fake smile because for once in a long while I have a real smile on my lips.



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