In the car ride to our new house I was thinking about how life would be, just starting over in a new country. I let me mind take over me and just kind of zoned out. I was day dreaming about a guy actually liking me and me having a really hot boyfriend. Yeah right, I thought to myself, no one would even take the time to even know my name. I didn't have any friends or much family, my dad moved to Ireland when I was 8 and all the family I knew had passed away. I didn't talk to anyone in school, not that I was shy it's just no one ever looked at me, well why would they ? I have dark green eyes, blonde hair, and I wasn't the skinniest . I didn't cut or do drugs, I was good, I did what I was told and behaved all the time. Sometimes I wanted to change my image instead of a goody goody I wanted to break the rules, you know have fun for once, and just yolo it and my new goal for this summer is to do just that.