35. chapter 35
We waved goodbye to Maddie and then me and Harry entered his car. All my belongings where at the back of his car. Harry had asked if I wanted to move in with him. I didn't want to be a burden on him so I hesitated a bit at first. But then he managed to make me give in. I was pulled out of my thoughts when Harry placed a hand on my thigh. "what you thinking about" he asked raising one eyebrow at me. "I was thinking how did I end up with such an amazing boyfriend" I said kissing him on the cheek. The drive there was two hours long so it'd take us all quite a long time to get there. I feel sorry for Maddie she has to sit for two hours in her heavy wedding clothes. I felt Harry's hands rub on my thighs, he moved it higher and higher nearly touching my crotch. I slapped his hand and he winced "hands on the steering wheel babe" I said winking at him. "Sorry couldn't help myself" he said winking right back at me. "Eyes on the road styles" I said punching his arm lightly. "Yes ma'am" he said making a salute sign. I watched as his drove taking in every single beautiful flawless feature of his. "Like what you see" Harry asked teasing me. "That depends what I'm looking at" I said raising one eyebrow. "What are you looking at?" He asked me. "Hmm I was thinking what would happen when we move in together, how we would spend our days and our nights" I said day dreaming slightly. "Well I know how well be spending our nights, if you know what I mean" he said winking at me. I laughed "keep the dirty comments to the side styles" I said. The rest of the drive went by with me and Harry just talking and joking about.
I waved good bye to my family. I saw Younis jump onto my older sisters lap and cry for a whole on her shoulders. My crying slowly turned into little sniffles until it had come to the point where there was no more water left in me. "Are you just going to sit there and cry?" I heard Zayn ask. I didn't bother to reply I just continued to stare out the window. The driver pulled up to a petrol station to get more petrol "would you two like anything?" He asked. I shook my head and Zayn asked for a bottle of water. I sat in my clothes that were really staring to get uncomfortable it was so heavy, I just wanted to tear it off of me. Zayn stared at me and I looked up at him and raised one eyebrow "it's rude to stare" I glared at him. "Oh so she talks" he said glaring back. "Yes she does but she only talks to people she likes" I shot back. "Oh yeah and who said I like you?" He asked raising one eyebrow. I ignored his comment and waited for the driver to come back.
We were finally driving back to 'home' again. Zayn hadn't made conversation with me since the petrol station. "So Maddie, a little birdie told me your in love with me" he said all of a sudden. I tensed up at his words "what no" I said trying to stop my voice from going all high pitched. "Oh really?" He asked again. "Urgh yes, I'm saying the truth I don't love you" i said not meaning a word I said. Deep down inside I held a spot inside that made me want to tell him but something was stopping and I'm not quite sure what it was. "Maddie look at me" Zayn said. I looked up at him confused. He moved closer to me and looked me in the eye "your lips tell me one thing but your tell another" he said. His eyes travelled down to my lip and then back to my eyes again. "Your eyes are telling me a different story, there telling me you love me but your afraid to tell me" he whispered before leaning in and kissing me. The kiss was filled with passion not hatred or lust, it was amazing actually. Everything seemed perfect at that moment. Just as we broke apart the car came to a halt signalling we were here.