Hiiii :3 so this is chapter 3 !! OMG I'M SO HAPPY !! I don't have anything else to say lol soo... Here we go ;)
I heard my phone ringing, It was the alarm. Remind me why do I have a morning alarm in the summer vacation ?
However, I got off of the bed to go to the bathroom.
Oh, have I mentioned yesterday that I have my own bathroom ? Well, I do.
I walked in the bathroom, it was all white. White floor, white walls, white curtains, white bath tub and white sink.
I decided to take a shower because I felt that my body was sticky from yesterday events. I got out of my clothes and hopped in. I always like to have a shower, I like to think there, it's just relaxing.
After ten minutes, I was done. I brushed my teeth then walked out of the bathroom with a big towel around my body.
I walked in my walk-in closet to choose an outfit to wear but then I remembered that I didn't unpack my clothes yesterday...
I groaned then walked towards my suitcases. I wasn't in the mood to unpack right now, so I just got out grey sweatpants and a simple white t-shirt.
I got my hair brush and started to brush my hair. It was brown with some natural blond strands in the front, curly and it was just above my chest.
When I was sure it was out of knots, I put the brush down, left the room and started to look for the kitchen because I was starving. When I finally found the kitchen, I saw Ed sitting on one of the chairs in front of the table. Oh my god, Ed !! I forgot what happened last night. I think I should apologize for him now.
Ahh man !! I hate apologizing to people. I don't like it when I'm wrong. I even hate it more when I have to admit that I'm wrong. I just think that apologizing is for weak people, and I'm defiantly not weak.
Ed was eating a bowl of cereal so he hasn't notice my presence yet. I cleared my throat, then he lifted his head up and saw me.
"Good morning" I greeted smiling
"Good morning" he replied smiling a little then looking again at his bowl of cereal. I guess he is still upset from yesterday.I cleared my throat again to start talking.
"Look Ed, I know you're mad at me because I was rude yesterday , but I didn't mean it i swear, it's just that I had another summer plans, but it was cancelled at the last minute so I was really upset about it so I took it out on you and I shouldn't have done that so I'm sorry" I apologized waiting for him to accept my apology.
"It's ok Saz, I know you didn't expect to spend your summer with me so, apology accepted" he said smiling, but I can still see he's still upset. Maybe he's sad about something else. So, I decided to drop it. Wait...did he just call me Saz ??!
"Did you just call me Saz ??!" I said repeating the question again but this time not in my mind. No one has ever called me a nickname before well at least not after mom.
Mom. No Sarah, don't get angry, don't get angry...
"Yes I did" I snapped out of my thoughts looking at Ed. I saw him smiling at me, and I just stared at him.
"What ?? No one has ever gave you a nickname before?" Ed asked looking at me weirdly.
"Umm no, no one except mom" I said looking down, trying to hold back the tears. If there's one thing I've learned from life so far, is that crying is for weak people too. And I'm a strong person, so I will never ever cry for any reason, even if it's about mom.
Ed cleared his throat, noticing the tension in this topic.
"I'm sorry" he said looking at me, with his eyes full of sympathy. That's when I got angry.
"Don't look at me like that, I don't need your sympathy. I'm not a little girl, I'm fifteen" I half yelled my voice full of angriness.
" I-I didn't mean it ! I swear I'm s-sorry!!" Ed started to stutter his words
"Save it!!" I shouted going up to my room. I heard Ed's sigh behind me , but I don't care if he's upset or not anymore.
I can see from the first day that this is going to be the worst summer ever, but that's what I thought.
I sighed, pulling at my hair. When I accepted to take care of Sarah in the summer, I never thought it would be that hard. I didn't know she was like that. And that's my thoughts in the first day, so what will happen in the summer?
Oh dear god.
But obviously, I wouldn't know that. Because I had to go on a tour that i didn't know about till this morning. My manager Called me today to tell me that I'm going on a really important tour that was arranged in the last minute. Just like my uncle's business trip. That's why I'm afraid to tell Sarah. And when I asked my manager if I could bring her along with me, they didn't agree because they thought she will be a "distraction". The major problem here is that I don't know where to let her stay, she can't live in my house on her own. And that's when I had an amazing idea.
When I entered my bedroom, I closed the door, just like the argument with dad few weeks ago. I was angry and I don't know how to control it. I just sat on my bed staring at the wall opposite me. I looked beside to find my iPhone on the small table. I grabbed it with my earphones and decided to listen to some songs. It can always calm me down.i opened my music list and pressed shuffle. And I heard the beginning of Astronaut. It was one of my favorite songs ever. I listened to the song smiling, until I couldn't hear anything anymore.