Oh my god! I just kissed Harry Styles, a Popular boy. Well, he kissed me. It was so perfect! Harry is so perfect. He is so beautiful, he looks like a God or something. And his voice is like an angel. When you look in his eyes, you can see the ocean. "Do you want to stay with me for the night?" Harry asked. "Yes sure. But I first have to get my stuff at home." I said because I didn't have anything with me. On my skateboard, I went home. I told my mom I went sleeping with Luna, she would never let me sleep with a boy. Harry opened the door again and let me in. "You can sleep on my room if you want to, but your bed will be next to mine." I nodded. I really love him so much and I thinks he feels the same. I settled me in his room. After a while, he came in and we kissed passionly. Suddenly, Louis came in. "Hazza?" "Louis? What are you doing here?" Harry asked. We were both kinda shocked. "I can ask her the same." Louis replied. Normally, Louis was always happy. But now, he seemed angry. "Are you dating her?" He asked. "Yes. And I don't care what you or the others think of it. I love her, Louis. I don't care anymore about rule number one. I chose who I date with, nobody else." Harry said angry. Louis didn't expect Harry'd be angry. "Wow mate, calm down. Look, rule number one always worked. Why do you have to break the rule?" asked Louis. "Because I love her, Louis. Don't you understand? I don't want to give up on her and have a broken heart, because of 1 stupid rule. It's rubbish I can't decide who I'm having a date with. And yes, the whole school will be against me. But now, I will be able to see if I have real friends." That was a rather painful moment, but Harry was serious.
What was going on with Harry? He never acted like this. He never complained about rule number one before. I noticed already that Harry and Myra were pretty close, but I didn't expect this. Anyway, this has to stop. Harry clearly forgot what will happen when the school finds out about them. The ony thing that I can do is hope that Myra is just a crush. Otherwise, Harry's heart will be broken and I'll be the one to pick up the pieces.
I completely forgot Louis had a key of my house. It's bad Louis saw me kissing her. Normally, we always tell eachother secrets like this but this time, I didn't. Maybe because the secret is too big? The reason why he was mad at me was not because I kissed Myra, but because I didn't tell him I was dating her. He has all right to be mad. It's my own fault. I guess he is also worried about me. We both know what will happen when the school finds out about Myra and I. We do, but Myra doesn't... Should I tell her? Better not, she will only be worried. I don't want that. All I want is to see her happy. If she is happy, I am happy too. I never thought I would care so much about her. She is so important to me. Nobody will ever understand how I much I love her. I don't think Myra realizes how much I love her, I just hope she feels the same about me.