*December 14, 2011 ~ 12:15 PM*
I haven't talked to Justin for a week and it's killing me. It's eating me alive. I know you're probably saying "Why would you ignore him?! He's Justin Bieber!", but he hurt me. He broke my heart by kissing another girl. I'm probably overreacting, but still. I'm heartbroken by what he did.
I finished making myself a bacon and cheese omelet with toast on the side.
I turned around, seeing Justin standing there. I bit my lip, walking past him and towards the table.
Justin: It's been a week, you know.
I didn't answer him. I just sat down at the table, eating my food.
Why won't she talk to me? She told me to wait a week and it's been a week. Is it because of that kiss Caitlin gave me? Is she still mad about it?
Me: Dawn, if you're still mad about that kiss, I'm sorry. I didn't kiss her.
Still no reply.
Me: Just talk to me.
I reached for her hand, but she grabbed a knife, almost stabbing my hand. She looked up at me, her eyes showing nothing but pure coldness.
Dawn: Don't. Touch. Me.
Me: Why are you mad at me?
She took the knife out of the table, ignoring my question and getting up from the table.
I got up from the table, taking my empty plate with me. I walked into the kitchen, putting my plate and utensils in the sink. I felt a hand on my wrist, making me spin around and face Justin.
Justin: I swear, I didn't kiss her.
I pulled my arm out of his hand.
Me: Really? So you're gonna lie to me now?
Justin: What are you talking about?
Are you kidding me? I scoffed, crossing my arms.
Me: Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about.
Justin: I don't know what you're talking about.
I rolled my eyes.
Me: You're unbelievable.
I turned around, walking away. He grabbed my arm again, spinning me around.
Justin: You think she's my girlfriend?
Me: It's obvious that she is.
I pulled my arm out of his grip.
Justin: But she's not.
Me: So now you're gonna lie about it?
Justin: I'm not lying to you. I-
Me: You know what? Shut up! Just shut the hell up, Justin!
His face softened.
Me: Scooter was right. I never should have came.
With that, I ran out of the house.
I grabbed my jacket, throwing it on as I ran after her.
Me: Dawn, can we talk about this?!
She kept running, ignoring me. Why won't she believe me? Rain began pouring down as I ran after her.
I kept running, rain poring down on me. I can't go back. I just can't. I don't want to be hurt by him again. I bumped into someone, not seeing who it was. I looked up, seeing a random guy in front of me.
I walked past him, but he pulled me back.
?: No need to apologize, babe.
I pushed him away, but he pulled me back.
?: Where have you been?
I turned around, punching him in the face. He stumbled back a little, holding his nose.
I turned around, walking away from him. I felt a hand wrap around my wrist, pulling me back and spinning me around to face him.
He backhanded me in the face, making me fall to the ground. I tried to get up, but he pushed me back down. He was about to hit me again when he was thrown into the brick wall next to me. I looked up, seeing Justin pinning him to the wall.
Justin: Don't you EVER touch her like that again.
?: Ooh, I'm scared. What are you gonna do about it, douchebag?
Justin punched him in the face, the guy falling to the ground. The guy got up, wiping blood from his lip.
Justin: Stay away from her.
The guy ran off, holding his bloody nose. Justin turned around, looking at me. He took my hand in his, pulling me off the ground.
Justin: You okay?
I nodded. He wrapped his arms around me, my head resting on his chest.
Justin: I won't let anyone hurt you. I promise.
I pulled out of the hug, looking up at him.
Justin: Were you mad at me because you saw me kissing another girl?
I didn't want to tell him. But then again, I couldn't stay mad at him forever. I just nodded.
Justin: She kissed me.
Me: How do I know you're not lying?
He cupped my face in his hands, looking me in the eyes.
Justin: Does it look like I'm lying?
Me: I can't tell. I can't read you like a book.
Justin: I guess I'll have to show you.
She was confused at what I meant. Her eyebrows knitted together.
Dawn: What do-
I cut her off by placing my lips on hers.
Finally you kissed her.
Ignoring my conscience, I kept my lips pressed to hers. I was about to pull away when I felt her kiss back. I smiled as she wrapped her arms around my neck.
I felt him smile during the kiss as my hands slid up his firm chest around his neck. His hands left my face and went to my waist, pulling my body closer to his as he deepened the kiss. His lips against mine felt...perfect. It felt like they were made to fit mine. We finally pulled away, breathing heavily as our foreheads touched.
Justin: I love you.
I looked up at him.
Me: W-what did you just say?
He smiled, placing a hand on my cheek.
Justin: I love you. So much.
Me: As a friend or...
Justin: If I loved you as a friend, do you really think I'd kiss you?
I shook my head.
He took my hands off his chest, holding them in his.
Justin: Ever since we met, I wanted you to be mine.
Me: Even though you were with Selena?
Justin: I fell in love with you ever since our eyes met. I wanted to get to know you more and spend every second of every day with you.
Me: So is that why Selena broke up with you? Because you fell for me?
He pulled me closer to him, interlocking our fingers together.
Justin: Be my girlfriend?
My eyes went wide.
Justin: I know it's kinda all of a sudden, but I really want to be with you.
He put a hand on my cheek, caressing it with his thumb.
Justin: I want to protect you. I want to be there for you whenever you get scared or upset. I want to be the one to take you out to show you how much I care about you. I want to be the one to kiss you whenever you're not making sense. I-
I cut him off by pressing my lips to his. I pulled away, wiping his wet hair out of his face.
Justin: So is that a yes?
I wrapped my arms around his neck.
He smiled, the tip of his nose touching mine.
Justin: I love you.
Me: I love you, too.
His arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to him. I bit my lip before kissing him. He smiled before kissing back. My fingers went through the wet hair on the back of his head as the kiss slightly deepened. I pulled away before it could get heated. He took my hand in his, intertwining our fingers.
Justin: Come on. Let's head back before we get sick.
I nodded as he kissed me one last time. We walked towards his grandparents' house, fingers intertwined as I rested my head on his shoulder. I can't believe he actually feels the same way.