Inseparable

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Everyone around us tries to split us up. Truth is, we always find each other. We're inseparable.

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15. Chapter 14

*7:15 PM*
I couldn't tell her. I just couldn't. I mean, it would have been the truth, but would she believe me? I doubt it. I like her a lot and I want to admit it, but...I can't. Something's preventing me from telling her. Either it's fear of losing her or the fear of her not believing me. Maybe I could sing to her. That could possibly get the words out of my mouth. Maybe.

Normal POV

I walked out of the bathroom, my hair brushed out and my pajamas on. I sat down on the bed, grabbing my guitar and playing my song Just A Step Away.

In the space between the words, in the silence of your eyes
In the hands that know the touch, it’s the way I feel inside

Here we are, dancing cross this floor together
With every step I take I seem to want you more than ever
You made me love you, look into my eyes, I want to tell you

I’ll never let you down and I’ll never go away
And if your ever feeling down, I’m just a step away
I’ll never let you down and I’ll never go away
And if your ever feeling down, I’m just a step, just a step, just a step away

It’s the beating of your heart, it’s the tear I have to hide
It’s the sound of your guitar, it’s the way I feel inside

Here we are, dancing cross this floor together
With every step I take I seem to want you more than ever
You made me love you, look into my eyes, I want to tell you

I’ll never let you down and I’ll never go away
And if your ever feeling down, I’m just a step away
I’ll never let you down and I’ll never go away
And if your ever feeling down, I’m just a step, just a step, just a step away

If you need a shoulder or someone to hold you
I’ll keep my arms open wide, I’ll be the one who loves you
I’ll be right there by your side

Here we are, dancing cross this floor together
With every step I take I seem to want you more than ever
You made me love you, look into my eyes, I want to tell you

I’ll never let you down and I’ll never go away
And if your ever feeling down, I’m just a step away
I’ll never let you down and I’ll never go away
And if your ever feeling down, I’m just a step away
I’ll never let you down and I’ll never go away
And if your ever feeling down, I’m just a step, just a step, just a step away

In the space between the words, in the silence of your eyes
In the hands that know the touch, it’s the way I feel inside

I stopped playing, looking out the window. I put my guitar down and got up off the bed. I rested my head against the window as I watched Justin play street football with his friends. I chuckled at the way he did his touchdown dance. He's horrible at dancing, so it makes it even more hilarious.

As he played with his friends. I noticed everything. The way his gold brown hair lay perfectly on the top of his head under his black beanie. The way his eyes turned lighter in  the sunlight. The dimples in his cheeks when he gave a small smile. His perfect jawline; the way it clenched whenever he was ticked off about something. His plump pink lips forming that perfect smile. I sighed just thinking about him. Why does he have to be so flawless? Honestly, I don't think he and Selena should have broken up. They looked perfect for each other, not a single flaw on them. I lowered my head. Ever since my dad told me I was nothing but an ugly slut, I've been insecure. It's the main reason why I get into fights at school. Lynn tells me I'm a slut, I beat the shit out of her. But then Ariana's been kicking my ass ever since her brother died. What I'm saying is insecurity got to me, so I thought it was best to defend myself to avoid getting hurt again.

I lifted my head and looked out the window, seeing Justin hugging a girl. My facial expression changed completely. He kissed her cheek and talked to her. I could hear my own heart slightly crack in my chest. He's with someone else.

Justin's POV

Mom: Justin, dinner's ready!
Me: Coming, mom.

I looked at the guys and Caitlin.

Me: You guys can hang out in the basement if you want.
Ryan: MODERN WARFARE!
Me: Just keep your mouths shut.
Chaz: Yeah so he can talk to his girl.

I shoved him.

Caitlin: Oh, so you have a girlfriend?
Me: No, she's just my friend.
Ryan: Uh huh. Sure.

I shoved him as I walked inside the house.

Caitlin's POV

Okay, I have to admit, I was jealous when Justin was dating other girls. I mean, we were each other's first. First kiss, first date, first couple, everything. Well, not first person we made love to, but you get the point. Then he goes and dates other girls, leaving me thinking we were still together. It pissed me off when he never called back. Now, he's single and he likes his friend. I just want to see it he has feelings for me. I don't, but I just want to see if he's moved on. If he has, then I just go from there.

Normal POV

I sat down at the table, my head resting on it.

Mom: Dawn, are you okay?
Me: My head just hurts.
Pattie: Do you want any aspirin?
Me: Please?

My head's been killing me from processing what I saw earlier. Justin was dating someone and he didn't even tell me. I wanted to break down and cry about it, but I refused. Besides, he probably isn't dating her. They're probably just friends.

I lifted my head up as Pattie placed a bottle of Advil in front of me. I thanked her, taking out one. I handed her the bottle and gulped down some water.

?: Hey.

I turned to my left, seeing Justin sitting next to me. I bit my lip and looked down at my hands. I saw his hand slide on top of mine.

Justin: Are you okay?

I shook his hand off of mine.

Me: Yeah. Just a lot on my mind is all.

He nodded as the plates of food were put in front of us.

~

I sat down on the bed, grabbing my guitar and playing Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne.

You're not alone, together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end, there's no place to go
You know I won't give in, no I won't give in

Keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth, so keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

I stopped playing, transitioning to a song I wrote.

You know I'd fall apart without you, I don't know how you do what you do
'Cause everything that don't make sense about me makes sense when I'm with you
Like everything that's green, boy, I need you, but it's more than one and one makes two
Put aside the math and the logic of it, you gotta know you're wanted too

'Cause I wanna wrap you up, wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine, wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it, yeah, I, I wanna make you feel wanted

Anyone can tell you you're pretty, yeah, and you get that all the time, I know you do
But your beauty's deeper than the make-up and I wanna show you what I see tonight...

When I wrap you up, when I kiss your lips, I, I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine, wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it, cause, baby, I, I wanna make you feel wanted

As good as you make me feel, I wanna make you feel better
Better than your fairy tales, better than your best dreams
You're more than everything I need, you're all I ever wanted, all I ever wanted

And I just wanna wrap you up, wanna kiss your lips, I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine, wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it, yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted
Baby, I wanna make you feel wanted

You'll always be wanted

I wrote that a few days ago. It's for Justin, too. In fact, I wrote a lot of songs about Justin when I didn't see him for four months. The only person who knows about these songs is my mother. I never shared any of them with Justin. I was afraid he wouldn't like them if I sang any of them to him.

I put my guitar down, getting up from the bed. I took a deep breath and walked out of the room.

Justin's POV

I sat down on the couch, running my fingers through my hair. I swear, she confuses me all the time. First, she shakes my hand off of hers and then she doesn't speak throughout dinner. What's with her lately? It's like she doesn't want to talk to me. Why?

?: Hey, Justin.

I turned my head, seeing Caitlin standing there. She sat down next to me.

Me: Hey.
Caitlin: Can I ask you something?
Me: Sure.
Caitlin: When you left, did you think about me?

Before I could answer, she kissed me.

Normal POV

Me: Justin, can we...

I looked up, seeing Justin and the girl...kissing. I could feel my own heart breaking inside my chest. His eyes met mine and he broke the kiss. He got up, waking towards me.

Justin: Dawn...

I ran up the stairs, him following me.

Justin: Dawn, let me explain.

I ran into the hall bathroom, slamming and locking the door behind me.

Justin: Dawn, can we please talk about this?

I curled up in the bathtub, tears rolling down my cheeks. He broke my heart.

Justin's POV

She wouldn't come out of the bathroom. I sighed and sat down with my back against the door. Why did Caitlin do that? Why would she kiss me when I don't even feel that way about her anymore? I started singing Dawn's favorite song, All I Want Is You.

Sitting here all alone, watching the snow fall
Looking back at the days when we threw them snow balls
I can't believe I'm putting the tree up by myself
I need you and nobody else and I'm sorry if I pushed you away
Cause I need you here and I want for you to know

And I don't care, if I don't get anything, all I need is you here right now
And I'm sorry if I hurt you, but I know that all I want is you...

Before I continued singing, the bathroom door opened, making me stand up. She wiped the tears from her eyes.

Me: Look, that kiss didn't mean anything.

She took a deep breath.

Dawn: I made the decision of ignoring you for a week.

My eyes went wide.

Me: B-but why?
Dawn: I need at least a week to process this, okay?
Me: Dawn...
Dawn: Would you rather have me not talk to you for a week or take the next flight home to LA and not see you for four months.

I didn't answer. Why is she torturing me like this?

Dawn: I could get on a plane right now if you don't give me an answer.

I sighed. One week couldn't kill me.

Me: One week of not speaking to me wouldn't hurt.
Dawn: One week it is. And that week starts now.

With that, she walked off, slamming my bedroom door behind her. Shit. What the hell, did I get myself into?

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