1. Chapter One
"Fatty," one girl called, "swot," another, "worthless," another. This was the kind of Bullying I got every single day. I had made myself skinnier, I had starved myself and yet I still got called Fatty, I had stopped revising and starting doing bad in my exams and yet I still got called swot. I wanted to know my life was worth something, I wanted to have reason to live but being called worthless just makes you want to die even more. I had never had a happy childhood, there was always arguments, rows. I can't ever remember being genuinely happy, every day was a war, a war with myself.
"Don't worry, it gets better," a voice behind me said, it was Mariam. I smiled at her, a smile can mask so much, she smiled back at me. "See you on Monday?" I nodded but it almost broke my heart to. She wouldn't ever see me ever again, I had made up my mind, this Sunday after the concert I would end my life, I would throw myself in the Thames and drown and there was nothing that anyone could do about it, my life would be over by Monday and I wouldn't ever have to face all this mockery again and that would be final!