I woke up to Nialls voice. I opened my eyes and saw him talking on my cell phone. Direct I realized it was mom.
"Yes, I promise to take her to your hotel then ma'am."
I swallowed and realized that he really talked to her.
"Yes we had a nice evening and she fell asleep on the couch." he looked at me and he smiled with his whole face. He stood naked in the middle of the floor and I could do nothing but smile. He appeared to get mom's approval and she didn't seem angry.
"We're going to the hotel after we have eaten ...." He walked towards the bed. "Yes ma'am!"
He sat down on the bed and let his hand slowly pull down the covers. He seemed to like to tease me and I tried not to laugh.
As soon as he had put down the phone, he threw himself over me. He laughed and I smiled at him.
Niall nodded and kissed me.
"She was so kind!" he mumbled between kisses. "She knows you're here."
I took my arms around his body and felt him pressed himself against my skin.
"Was she angry?"
He looked into my eyes and smiled.
"No, she was just a little worried."
Niall parted my legs and I felt that he was as excited as in the evening. I was surprised, but he just smiled at me.
"You make me go crazy!" he murmured, and I felt how he started rubbing up against me. I groaned.
"Do you think about sex al the time?"
He shook his head.
"No, I'm only thinking of you."
I had no resistance against him. He penetrated but I wasn't sure I wanted to. Still, I let him continue, and I felt how he got my whole body to once again scream for more.
"I haven't had a girlfriend in years." he murmured and kissed me lightly. "I have longed for this and you are beautiful., You are tight and you're perfect."
I whimpered against him.
"Okay, but we should think about a condom?"
Niall laughed a little bit and slowly began to increase the pace.
"You just had your period and there's no danger until next week."
I was flabbergasted.
"Are you aware of that part to?"
Niall grunted and nodded. He looked straight into my eyes and he showed with the whole body that he enjoyed.
"I listen all the time on you and I will always listen to you."
Afterwards, we showered quickly and put on our clothes. Niall made sure we looked okay and then we went downstairs in the hotel resturant. Everyone had already eaten breakfast, but the staff managed to pick up some for us. I just felt my whole body tingled and it was a wonderful feeling. Niall let me not go with his eyes, and he showered over me with compliments. It was as if he didn't wanted me to leave him, but he knew that the moment yet had to come.
"Lilly can't you come with us on the tour?"
I shook directly on the head.
"I have school and then I don't think the others will be pleased if you drag me with you."
"I will call and talk with the management, if you want?"
I saw at him that he meant every word. I was still unsure. To accompany him meant much more to me and I wasn't sure I was ready for it.
Niall saw that a car drove up to the back of the hotel. We got in the car and headed towards my hotel. Niall was quiet and held my hand tightly in his. After a while he looked at me with sad eyes.
"I miss you already."
I smiled, but had no idea what I would say. He looked at me praying and I realized that he really was in love with me. He wasn't looking for sex, he wasn't looking to take advantage of me. He was just looking for love. I loved him, but wasn't sure it was enough. Think if he wanted more, and think if he would be disappointed in me?
"I will not let you go away from me." he whispered tenderly. "Just to let you know that!"
I swallowed and tried to think clearly.
"I love you!" I whispered and realized that I really said it out loud. Niall looked as if I had told him the world news and immediately threw himself over me. He kissed me and took his arms around my body. It was as if he had gone crazy. He released me and looked at me with wide eyes.
"Thank you, I love you so much and this is just the beginning. Now I know what you feel about me and I promise not to disappoint you!"
I blushed and I realized that I had been honest. The question was whether I would disappoint him? I was so insecure and I realized why no guy would have liked me. I never knew what I wanted and I was hopeless.
Mom just stared at Niall, when we came into the hotel. It was as if she knew him, but didn't know from where.
"Hi!" she said. "I'm Lilly's mom."
He smiled and took out his hand, which met her.
"Niall Horan, ma'am!"
I blushed and felt he held my hand tightly. It was the first time I had a boyfriend and it felt unusual.
"We came here as soon as we could." Niall continued, but mom kept staring at him.
"Excuse me, but where have I seen you before?"
"Yesterday, on the stage, mom."
She was flabbergasted and proceeded to just stare. Then she looked at me and I saw how she was looking for words to say.
"Niall Horan from One Direction? But where's Niall who you would meet?"
Mom was just as slow as I had been.
"It was and is he! This is Niall from the internet!"
Niall had to go and he had a deadline for the day. Before he left me, he hugged me tight.
"See if you can follow me a week or so in the future? I want to have you on the tour."
I smiled and hugged him back.
"We'll see, but we have the internet?"
Niall nodded and took my face between his hands. He kissed me quickly and then smiled uncertainly.
"And you must know that I'm faithful. If you read things in the papers, there's no truth behind the words."
Mom was quiet and we drove many mile with the car before she woke up and looked at me.
"So you're saying that your boyfriend's a famous guy?"
I nodded. She swallowed and looked toward the road.
"Does anyone know about this?"
I shook my head and looked at her.
"And I can't tell everyone either. I promised to keep quiet and not gossiping about something. You should also be quiet."
She nodded and frowned then on the forehead.
"Isn't it stupid that he don't go out with it? Think if he has more girlfriends than you?"
I laughed a little bit.
"Believe me, he's only with me."
I had mixed feelings when I got home. Everything was as usual but not really. Slowly, I began to doubt about us and I realized that mom could be right. Think if he talked with more than me and think if he had lots of girlfriends? It went so far that I was thinking of breaking up with him, but eventually I realized how stupid I was.