It's been twenty minutes since I last texted Angel but feels like a century to me.
What if she's too scared to talk to me ? Her voice plays back inside my head "Jack-I"nothing.Then it's just.Nothing.
I sit up at the end of my bed.With no hope left I texted Alex.(Have you seen Angel?)No response.Great.I suspected that.He doesn't like to go on his phone that much which sucks.
What if he got kidnapped?Yeah by screaming girls.Uggh, he'd probably like that.Jeez why me ? I'm probably just over thinking it. Alex is like a brother to me.
When I opened the door for her she looked concerned.To lighten the mood I invited her to come in.
(one hour later)
I had tried to forget about Angel but I couldn't I cant face the fact that she doesn't love me.
Why did I have to say that?
It wasn't the right time,and I obviouly wasn't feeling good about myself.
"Jack I...love you too."
If only the words came out of her mouth.I was strumming on my guitar and hanging out with Cat,short for Catherine.
She was a bright girl who could put a smile on anyone's face.Her dark brown eyes with a pale skin tone,with dark brown hair dyed with red at the end.
Her face turns toward me.
"Do you think that I someone loves you, your mind will change?"
Her face glared at me.
"Is this about that girl again?"
"She's a friend of mine, her name is Angel."
"I told her that I liked her."
"Jack! I told you not to, not until the time was right."
"I know but I couldn't help it!"I yelled.
It was silent.
"So, do you?"
"That depends if that someone deserves you as much as you think they should."
Her face turned dark and turned away.
I wanted to ask what was wrong, but didn't have the words to.I've never seen her that concerned before.
I laughed at Angel (7:00) she was so drunk.
We went out for lunch and did a bunch of other stuff.I could tell she was having a good time.She looked into my eyes.
I felt a little nervous and overheated, but I didn't know why.
The door bell ringed and I went to go open the door.
The laugh turned into a slight serious face.
"You didn't get my text?"he said.
I checked my phone.
"Oh yeah I'm sorry about that."
"Have you seen Angel? I was supposed to talk to her hours ago."
"She didn't tell you she was hanging out with me?"
Angel came from behind with her arm around me.
"Angel come on, I'll take you home,"Jack said.
He took her hand and walked her to the car.
"I'm sorry,"she mouthed to me.
Of course she was with Alex.
I'm probably too busy thinking even though I know she likes Alex.
She fell asleep in the car; I carried her inside the house and laid her on the bed.
I was about to walk out of the room until she said my name.
"Jack, can you stay here? I don't like to be alone"
Sighing I laid on the bed next to her.
I don't know how, but my hands made there way to her waist, cuddling her.
His hand was around my waist.Which made me feel comfortable and nervous at the same time.His hand was warm and soft on my stomach. I easily fell asleep.
I felt worse when I got home.
Why did I even forget about Jack? How?
My head is going to hurt like hell tomorrow,and it wasn't worth it.I had a fun time with Alex,but I wish it would've been Jack.I love him.
I woke up, not to an alarm clock, but Jacks face.
It was gross but cute, the way he slept,but I expected that from him.
He woke up after I went downstairs to make breakfast.
He came downstairs, staring at the food.
"Just in time"I said.
He was about to say something, but didn't.
"Jack I don't want to talk about last night right now, I just wanna be with you.
Suprisingly he sat down.
"Me neither, good morning."
We sat at the table.
It was silent at first, but then we started talking.
I laughed because he had something on his face.
"What's so funny?"he said laughing.
"Here"I said and wiped it of his face.
I pulled my hand back, but he grabbed it and leaned in for a kiss.
It happened again for the second time.
Jack Barakat kissed me.
I pulled back in my chair.
"Why are you afraid to kiss me ?"
My face turned into a cold glare.
"You kissed Alex last night, didn't you?"
"No,where is this all coming from?"I asked.
"I saw the way you looked at him."
"No,we just hung out."
He sighed, and got up from his chair.
"Jack, please tell me you believe me."
He opened the door and left.