I smiled at looked up at Alex.
He leaned in and tried to kiss me. My hand was held on his chest to push him away.
Our lips touched, but I pulled back.
“Alex, we can’t I'm with Jack.”
“I thought you were with Lisa.”I asked.
“Oh come on Angel cut the bullshit, you knew. I asked you to get coffee with me for a reason. "
Back then I wasn't even aware Alex liked me. We could just ask each other about are lives, then not even sleep because we were on the phone at 12:00.
“Remember when we used to date. You were always cracking jokes, but I knew we always could tell each other anything."
He had took my hands, and started to rub them.
“Come on,” he smiled.
Alex leaned in and kissed my neck.
“No you’re drunk, and besides, this is not how I wanted it to turn out.”
"You seriously think that I just want to hook up with you?"Alex asked.
"No I just don't think we should if me and Jack are still talking."
“Are you kidding me, you know Jack’s cheating on you.”
“What?” I said nervously. I thought about the text he got.
“You know Jack’s not capable with keeping a relationship.”
“How do you know?” My eyebrows narrowed.
“I just know okay.”
“What do you want me to do?” I glanced at him.
“I can't just break up with him,”I raised my voice.
“Well I can't act like I don't care!” he pursed.
My arms felt weak.
“Please don’t say what I think you're about to say.”
He grabbed me close.
“Make me hate you, just something.”
I could see the hurt in his eyes.
We were both silent.
“You're right, we shouldn't do this. I never should have tried to kissed you.”
“I’m sorry Alex. I just can’t do that, i'm not that kind of person. I love you, but I love Jack more.”
"The reason I didn't talk to you is because I was scared I was falling in love with you."
I tried to hug him, but he pulled away.
My eyes were watering, and my vision was blurry.
“If this is how it’s gonna end, I have to get over you.”
“I think it’s best if I don’t see you as much.”
“Don’t say that,”I said.
“I’m sorry Angel."
He looked back at me and left.
Alex went back into the livingroom.
I waited, then came out after him.
I saw Lisa glaring at me.
“Please,” I whispered.
If she told Jack he’d be pissed.